Di Er Tian Tang

You tink it's perfect, everything's so fine, wait till you look it thru your spiritual eyes. You tink it's nice but pls open your eyes, this place is but a beautiful sty. You want it, I want it, everything's a want. We lose it den we say it's for fun. You think it's funny, wat I'm saying is corny. It'z a warning. Heed it or ignore it.

Friday, July 30, 2004

A busy day..

oh.. todae went DRo. quite tiring.. and i v sway.. =( first tour oredi got prob liaoz.. My okishi is a big bully! suppose to help mi in e end bully mi onli...- argh.. got dc.. i hate it when I'm dling song and den got dc ...aniwae.. aft tat craft got prob.. i reali dun understand y the craft keep go maintenace stil can go wrong so frequentli one.. den those pax not understanding at all.. canot move means canot move la..complaint got use meh? haix.. all they wan is FOC stuff.. like whistle?! -_-

oh.. sth worth mentioning.. Okishi buy mi milk.. =) muz be feeling guilty aft bullying mi so much.. hehez.. stil rem tat time someone suppose to buy for mi.. in e end kerna kope but other pple.. but nvm la.. since tat person is such a swit gerl.. hor?? hehez

aniwaez.. aft tat went to look for sy and ry.. =) so nice to be wif them again! tok crap.. and of coz gossips! hehez.. we all love to gossip.. and ry used to be my best gossip partner.. haix.. sad tat we no long hav the luxury to do so.. diff sch n stuff.. heard abt those stories sy told mi.. how havoc her hall pple were and how sickening those shallow guys were.. sick..

went to bakers' inn.. =) yuMmy~ the desserts is sooooo nice.. =þ den we started to tok abt things again.. abt sch .. work.. and the past and frenz.. haha.. aft some time we made ourselves lookn stupid by snapping non-stop..take pic.. and sy more clumsy than mi! hehez.. so funny.. her fingers block the cam lens den got her finger on the pic.. kekeaz.. aft tat session so tired.. cant wait to go home haha..

toking abt hostel.. hmm.. sy say i can go visit her coz she's super bored ther.. =) and she actuali kope my bag!! used my new bag tat i haven even c.. how nice .. argh.. not fair!

tmr got sch.. so sianz.. sat ... argh.. not fair! duno wat cca to join.. so many.. oh yar.. reminded mi of thurs incident.. one thing i cant stand abt some guys.. they DO NOT know their limits.. I hate it when it's obvious I dun wish to ans ur qn and so pls for goodness sake stop probing.. And dun ask mi personal qn ok.. *rolled eyes* If u are wondering if I am scolding you.. dun worry.. Not all of u pple hehez.. Oh yar.. if u do read FHM.. its nth to be proud of k! Dun come telling mi as if u are boasting k.. -_-


er..okie la.. goin offline liaoz.. oh yes.. I love duan dian and mo ri zhi lian.. so meaningful!!!! and touching.. =) bye-bi..

Wednesday, July 28, 2004

Fly Away

Went for tis modelling interview yest.. Tis gal who claim she is a talent scout walked up to mi some time ago to ask mi go.. buden aft hearing wat they told mi - grooming classes..clauses etc. i decided not to take up..

Aft tat went to eat and shop arnd.. yea.. i like tat turkish food.. =) Yummy~ oh.. and the shoe i wana buy is no longer on the rack liaoz! C~ told u tat e things i wana buy alwaez dun hav one.. Ended up buying another pair.. which is quite nice too..

On my way back.. i lost my angel! I din realised it until i was on the bus... my phone antenna was gone too.. haiz.. was kinda sad.. went bac to look for it.. managed to get my antenna back.. but the angel is no where to be found.. Guess it's fated I will lose it ba..Haiz..My angel flew away.. Mayb i din treasure it.. Mayb i reali got no angel...Duno..Aniwae.. I'm grateful enuf tat i can stil get back one thing..

Goin to hostel later oredi... Sianz.. feel as if I'm in army. Nid to book in.. -_- Tmr got lessons.. Hope things will be beter tmr.. Hav to go for CCA fair too... Not too sure wat I'm goin to join yet.. C how tmr...wil blog again when I'm back...


"Everyone has sacrificed something and gotten something new in return" - love refrain -

Monday, July 26, 2004

Hostel Stay-in...

Juz back from sch not too long ago. Finally I'm home! (feels like so long time) Hmm.. Went to stay in my lousy hostel yest nite.. Totally sian-ed when I saw my ZM's room. (let's call him boy) It's bigger, cleaner, nicer. In other words, better!!! Haiz.. I tink I am reali sway.. to get such lousy hall.. Wif no canteen?!! Haa.. Boy is so mean.. he actuali said "aiyo.. tink u reali very sway lor.. got so how many halls w/o canteen onli? and u got it.. good luck man.." -_- Not fair at all...His room is equipped wif mini hi-fi set.. computers lotsa food and snacks and in time to come.. tv and fridge... Wa... "I'm like staying in chalet" he claimed proudly.. haha.. and invited WW (call him boon) for a stay-over since it's so near his camp... okie.. both u beter not forget me when there's fun and food...

Oh yar.. brought a few more pix to add on to my board.. hehez.. and a few decorative stuff.. If anyone wanna contribute to Ohime's hostel decoration.. pls .. feel free =) hehez.. Mami even gimme a mini vase (which is like totally out of place) "for u to put flowers if u wan" she said.. haha.. Visitors (outside) pls bring along a basket of fruits and flowers when visiting.. Fellow frens pls bring along foodstuff when visiting... Haha...-juz joking-

Felt abit lost tis morning.. Duno how to take shuttle bus.. Duno got shuttle bus to take somemore!! Decided to meet up wif clara and frenz first.. Luckily WX ans my call! and told mi got shuttle bus.. It's $0.20 ! hehez.. kinda cheap la.. so tink I beter get ready my coins first nezt time.. I boarded the oredi quite crowded bus.. and I heard JJ's song. - chi pang =) the moment I step in.. Hehez.. Suddenly.. tot of sth when I'm in the bus...Duno where the bell is !!! How to press when I dun even noe wher it is ...Haiz.. And I duno where to alight.. So I juz felt tat mayb it's beter to follow... There's tis bustop where lotsa pple got down.. But lucky! I nv get down.. aft tat I realised it was some engineering sch when the bus moved on.. Alighted at the bustop aft tat.. Lucky got pple press the bell...

The welcome day is kinda boring.. but reception aft tat is good. Food is yummy! =þ aft tat wanted to go get FIR tix for my bro but oredi got queue long like duno wat!!! I tot FIR not popular one??? =( I sudenli tot of JJ.. Tink if he reali comes, I wil go queue v earli!! mayb make banner for him?? Duno.. C how.. haha.. Stil nid to collect matrix card somemore.. Alot of pple lo~ by the time I got mine is oredi like 1 plus liaoz.. den went to Clara's hostel.. Nicer than mine.. although my outside looks nice.. Inside so yucks! Hers and boy's room can fight! she got VCD player somemore! Haiz..

Went back to my hostel aft tat. Pack some stuff and went home le.. Asked yiling to wash clothes for mi.. Lucky she so kind.. But I hav to sweep floor on Wed / thurs liaoz.. Oh.. lucky zhenqi and caiyi told mi abt the lesson changes.. So no sch for mi til Thurs! Yippie~! Tink alot of AJ pple there..Aniwae.. overslpt on the train. missed Jurong Intc. so tot of taking from Raffles to Amk.. But !! I missed the Raffles one again ... *sigh* Nid to take longer time...Den went to buy choco when reached Amk.. Guess wat? The choco is oredi expired liaoz! and the person overcharge mi! I din tell him though.. juz told him it expired liaoz.. So sway.. Today's lunch = Fruit bar + Choco + papaya.. tink if everyday lidat.. sureli slim down.. den again .. got choco leh.. hmm.. *tink* K.. not blogging liaoz..btw.. bought my mermaid phone le =) tink quite long le..
Bye-bi...





















Friday, July 23, 2004

What a day..

Todae started off abit badly.. Mami cant confirm wif mi if we are goin to get the fridge todae..(dun like it when things are not cfm) and I am moving tmr.. abit panicky and in e end turned out to be kinda impatient... Tink these days, I've been quite a mean Ohime.. *guilty* to QuEen esp.. m(*_*)m
Can't reali explained why.. mayb coz I reali feel tat I'll miss her ba.. Will I still feel tis way in a few mths time?? Haiz.. Oh yar.. Duno if I angered okishi anot.. gomen ne..

Suddenly, I feel tat so mani pple are nice to me.. tat makes mi feel abit duno wat.. Cant describe.. Even my father bcome so nice to me..Volunteered to bring me to the place.. gimme so many stuff to bring too.. Or isit tat they have alwaez been nice..Only I din realised it??? Duno...

Aft I went home.. den went to eat wif Okishi. Den go to cousin's house oredi.. Din reali walk arnd much. Next time ba.. Rem to take my stuff fr shuhui and gimme back! haha.. Thanx! Shuhui is another nice duckie fren I got. *glad* tink aft karrin left, she can take over her liaoz.. She's alwaez helping tokiya (juz like ruoying + shiyun).. hehez..

Met up wif my cousins.. Chatted quite abit. Abt some stuff.. I alwaez enjoy toking to them.. One of my few closest cousins.. rem when we were young we alwaez go out together (liang court, kinokuniya,thomsom plaza, amk, macpherson,parkway.etc) and go to each other's place.. Yea and I even stayed in their house for a period of time during my Cedar times.. rem the fun times we had (wif amanda too) Those were v nice times.. Auntie is v gd to mi too.. Both Alice and Irene...

Den adeline called ask mi go chalet..but dun tink wil go ba.. But prob wil go out wif u guys for the interns farewell. Felt abit bad though.. Me kinda miss them too..They're a nice bunch of pple..

QuEen is quite worried abt me.. =) Quite happy but sad at the same time..Have been helping me buy stuff and pack my stuff.. *happy* Kinda touched. =) She is like more anxious than mi.. asking mi to bring tis and tat.. I hate to pack stuff. And wil go zzz to avoid tinking abt it. But wake up realise muz do those sickening stuff..(tis explain y i like to wake n zzz n wake n zzz over n over again..not tat i lazy k) Lucky my timetable allows mi to go home sometimes..But I hate to go back on sat ! for one lesson!

Hmm.. sometimes.. at some pt of time u tink abt sth and brood over the matter.. U giv it more tots and find tat u get more confuse.. Some may choose to zzz it away.. some try to solve.. Sometimez, itz gd to perservere coz for all u noe.. at the end of it, u wil enjoy everything when u looked bac. Sometimez, itz gd to juz let it go u may juz find sth else tat suits u beter...No pt hanging on when ur heart/mind oredi gav up..To do or not to do.. Is indeed a hard choice..Sometimez, it's nt tat u persevere, but juz tat u drag time amd make it seem tat u reali persevere... Duno..

At times, u may hav tis particular mindset and tink tat u are rite to tink tis way. U look at things tis way and it appear tat it's like tat. U heard fr pple abt it tat it's like tat. So u are doubly sure u are rite. But..all these may juz be wrong. Wrong perception and everything... Sometimez it's hard to judge, buden.. time will tell...When truth surfaced, u begin to doubt... some get confuse all over again.. some decide to accept the truth..some stil hold on to wat they had believe...Duno.. sometimez itz beter to accept sometimez not..Duno..

Oh..ruoying is bac. so long nv c her liaoz..Huiying passed her driving.. Felt happy for her too.. Muz meet them one of these days.. bfor Ruoying goes..

Quite late liaoz.. tmr stil gotta move stuff.. move stuff = moving in! *Sigh* gotta go zzz oredi.. look more n more like vampire liaoz..
Nitez nitez.. bye-bI.. (oh accidentaly hit esc.. lucky can undo.. if not my stuff all gone haha..) bye-bi..




Tuesday, July 20, 2004

Sickening Things. . .

Sth is wrong with my blog.. the latest entry doesn't seem to be at the correct place.. I wonder if i had accidentally change the template or wat *tink*

Anyway.. nth much to blog todae I tink. Went to hostel yest... Yucks.
Wat can I say.. *sigh* The newer blocks are like 1000Xs better than mine.. PPle are having orientation..

Oh yar..I jux realise sth.. the things I wana buy are alwaez out of stock, no more sizes/color or last pc is on display! Can someone tel mi why?? Sianz..

This Fri had to move in and it seems tat I got lotsa things yet to pack! Argh.. how???? And I seriously duno wat to bring and wat not to bring.. Oh yar! I need to get my phone!! And feel like goin Ikea one day mayb.. to EAT! den c if got anithing I wana buy.

Woke up quite late todae and had been trying to fig out my timetable. Seriously, OhiMe hate doin these online stuff.. Stil rem e classic one was when I tried to reg for schs and I couldn't get it rite juz bcoz I separated my tel no. like this : 6123 4567 And the instruction telling me abt the error is vague! Spent the whole nite trying to fig out wat was wrong wif my application. It was one of my last resort to try to change and put the nos. side-by-side like tis : 61234567 , tinking "how dumb can it be" And yes, aft putting back the amendmt, my application got tru. *speechless* Yours truly is one who hates com stuffs (except for irc,msn,hotmail,etc) Tink tatz prob why my blog is lidat.. everything is at the wrong position! haha... html codes, scripts, watsoever OhiMe practically noez nuts abt it. And they are givin mi headaches!! Now, even my toolbar for this create post thingy is gone... duno wher isit.. Sianz...

Tmr I had to go sch! Of all days... haix.. Stupid QET. Gotta write essay which I totally hate! - someone suppose to teach mi - The best part is if my script gets onto the hands of the marker and he/she decided to gimme low grades (prob by being fair.. ha..) tats it! Gotta go for more lessonz. And I dun deny the fact tat I dislike English/GP lessons! OhiMe wud rather take up Japanese. haha.. coz I'm one wat! kekez.. Yes, Japanese usually hav difficulties in English.. =) Haven been reading any decent stuff in English all these while. Only mags! Since I am such a sway person, sway enuf to get a lousy hall, chances of my script getting picked is high and tat leads to more tortures of my sch life... =( Angel bless bless pls..

Okie.. tink enuf liaoz.. Gotta go pack stuffs. -gone-






Saturday, July 17, 2004

OhiMe's a Caramel

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My Hostel. . .

OhiMe Went to NTU tis aftnoon wif yiling and tOkiyA =) Checked-in to my hostel. Only one word. SIANZ..The fact tat I hate sch is bad enuff.. Now, I even HATE my hostel.. How to survive??? *shake head* Sigh.. The journey fr home to sch is kinda far so decided to stay in hostel tinking it wud be nearer.. Yes, indeed it is nearer. BUT!! The my hostel is stil SO FAR from my sch!!

I went to sch w/o much expectation. Tis is wat I had in mind : -

1. No pte toilet. Only those common ones like those of swimming pools which at least is decent.(had in mind Bishan's which is assumed to be older than Yio Chu kang's)

2. Small and cramp room. Beds, desk, wardrobe for 2.

3. Common kitchen. wif basics like stove, and proper cooking area like cedar's (which is not tat clean afterall. Stinks at times.)

4. No air-con. But at least got fan la..

5. Proper flooring. Parquet??? (duno how to spell! but is those wooden ones la. w/o termites!)

6. A recreation room. Air-coned. Decent tv and sofa. Cosy. Wif some fashion mag or at least i-weekly! (I noe latest issues is a luxury. At least have some outdated ones la) A pool/billard table(not tat I reali care) Some tables and chairs like those of NLB.

7. Laundry room. proper washing machine tat is ez to operate. Clean enuf to wash my clothes!

8. Bamboo ?? to hang and dry clothes!

9. A decent window... at least..

And thanks so much! Of all the halls, I have to get Hall 10. Can't help tinking it is one of the worst hall in NTU. (brought it upon myself. To tink I even tink tat I may get those hall which is new/ wif toilet and rejected Leo's offer) If you cant picture how bad my future zzz envt is like, here's how :

1. Yes, no pte toilets. Common one have! But please, dun tink of swimming pool's style. Tink Kopitiam's style. *faint* Wat can be worse than NYJC old PE dept toilets?? (I finally found my ans..) *rolled eyes* At least we had pink. NTU's color.. cant even recall. prob some blackish-brown. Not it's original color! (probably the stains! and dirts!) Sianz

2.Bingo for my 2nd pt ! Small and cramp room. Beds, desk, wardrobe for 2. But wif lotsa dirt and dust! (imagine we spend like 5 hrs cleaning it?!) And aft cleaning, I bet they are stil there somehow. Sianz

3. Yes, common kitchen. (can I even call it kitchen?) No proper cooking stuff and area. Are they tinking by building it small, even if the place got burnt, there wun be much of a lost to them?! Sianz

4. Fan. Isit working ?! *Feeling hopeless* Little OhiMe wil prob suffocate even she doesn't open the window! Sianz

5. Proper flooring, if there definition of proper is - hard and sturdy. wun sink down watsoever.
You can see how dirty it is. Stained etc. Sianz. Little OhiMe's room can be 100Xs beter even if she dun clean it often! Hmm.. den again, =) prob it was Queen who did the cleaning for her *touched* (Who says Queens are alwaez wicked?!)

6. A small room wif a pathetic tv. (bet they dun have vcd/video player) Sorry hor, no air-con! furniture ? tink : discarded cane-style furnitures at void-decks for ah gongs and ah mahs. No mags, nothing... Dun even tink got a decent table let alone pool/billard kind. Sianz

7. Laundry room looking even more dirty than my clothes I intended to wash. Dun bother looking for washing liquid or watever...Those big machines made me feel if I leave in tis era. Or am i juz a Mountain Tortise, nv seen a washing machine bfore. Sianz

8. 3 pc of cheapo wires to hang clothes! *rolled eyes*(tink King has got even higher quality ones) Sianz

9. Windows tat look like those in prisons (juz imagine la. if I can, I'm sure u can too) Wif some nettings which is suppose to prevent mosquito but ended up trapping more dirts and dust which makes the room even more filthy. yucks! Dun u tink it wil attract even more insects? Sianz

10. oh yar. distance.. To Canteen? sorry .. my hall got none to tok abt. (I have to walk to other halls when I am hungry?! At nite how?) To sch? tink I hav to take bus. And no direct bus I Tink! Either walk again / change bus hor.. look at the NTU map and u'll noe wat I am toking abt. To add on to it, it was like one of the last stops in NTU bfor my bus exit out to duno wher...Sianzzzzzz


Despite the sianz-ness, we manage to clean up quite ok (and leave tat place at 7 + pm) Jus tat duno y keep having tis feeling tat it's dirty. Special thanx to tOkiyA... Who is so helpful and kind to help us out.. And yiling who stil continues to clean stuff w/o getting much affected by my sianz-ness and whining.. And yes, thanx. My fav yummy korean food. =)

Conclusion :
Totally sianz-ed OhiMe living in a totally poor envt. (ah~ here comes my geog.. haha.. LEDC less economically dev countries aka 3rd world countries!) OhiMe's hostel is even worse than Woodbridge!
Okishi said " being okishi nowadays isnt ez than ancient times.". i tink being OhiMe is even worse!
Oh, sth worth mentioning.. Prince at least got some reaction when he realise I'll be in hostel. =) Queen is the nicest! Alwaez giving me support and asking me to go hOmE~ *smilez* haiz.. tink I will miss Queen the most ba..Oh~ I brought Queen's fav.. Pastries =) Looks yummy ..Hope she likes it.
Haiz..Wat can i say abt sch ? (or rather my hostel) Hopeless ~ No more words...

Thursday, July 15, 2004

Long Vacation

It’s been abt a week since I left my last job - DUCKtours. It was a fun job i wud say as compared to the rest of the jobs I had. Thru’out this whole vacation, I can say tat i reali learnt lotsa stuff.. Seen more ugly sights and learnt to appreciate things and pple more..

The one on telemarketing :
Let’s see..aft A’s my first job was tis telemarketing one for some property firm. Bosses were quite nice, envt-wise.. quite slack. Work for like 2.5 hrs or so a day??

The one on teaching :
Next was teaching. I Love teaching!! Thanx to a fren of mine who intro and help me wif e registration stuff. =) Taught at 2 schs in particular. North spring and Hougang. The kids are ever so cute! But of course, there are some naughty and mischievious ones. And I am proud *grin* to say I was kinda popular among students I taught and tat I have some fave students too. (yeah.. i noe itz unprofessional and kinda biased but .. =þ ) The former ain’t a v gd sch i feel. No welfare for teachers! The one nearer my house is much much beter. Had some humorous studentz haha. Lotsa welfare. Good and frenly colleagues. Oh! And i stil kept the stuff tat my studentz gave to mi. =) Lots more to say abt teaching.. but shalln’t go on for the moment.

The one on shortest span job :
After teaching, or rather in e midst of teaching, I work for HSBC. There’s nth much to say there. Work-wise, kinda slack but there’s a pressure (someone is alwaez eyeing you when u slack) for you to find sth to do or wat they call, act bz. Haha.. but I am quite gd at it k! The only gd thing is a few of my good fren are working there and can lunch wif them. I wud much prefer to go to their dept whereby itz more vibrant as compared to mine. Everyday I am facing old uncles and aunties and work. And their grandmother stories and gossips which totally bored me.. Before long, i quit. Tink i even kerna blacklisted by a few agencies. Now, come to tink of it.. i shud not even bother coz i m not goin to them anymore!! At least i hope not. Went back to teaching. Enjoyed teaching the most! Den .. to DUCKtours.

The one on DUCktours :

At DUCKtours, pple are pretty nice. Work can b slackey can b bz depending on the peak period.. Boss is pretty mean. But at least din come bother me. Hehez.. It took mi some time to settle down. I realised tat there’s so much i din noe, so little i noe of and so much to learn! Totally brand new experience i can say. But all i can say tat Joan and Susu have been nice. Despite being such a Ms bobo, (name given by duckies. )she stil willing to teach mi patiently. Of course, it was there i made many frenz... Got a fan! (haha) Okishi , princess sister, cp partner etc. Interns and all those who come and go. Guess i muz reali thank my Ichiban tomodachi huiying for introducing mi the job. Tinking back, there are reali fun-filled moments there despite of some small issues which i cant fig out why..(tink there wil alwaez be a gd and bad side) Sometimes, things can turned out quite disappointing. When u tot tat everything is so wonderful and later realised tat it is otherwise. Mayb tis is how the society works. Haiz..
Hmm.. i am one of the youngest there. Mentality-wise, i tink i am definitely the youngest haha.. Some may feel i shud grow up liaoz.. but i do not wish to lose my little Ohime identity.. Hehez
I wanna stay in Neverland and nv grow up like tinkerbell and peter pan!!! Haha...


Wednesday, July 14, 2004

Prolegomenon

Yahoa~ yes! This is Ohime’s first blog. =) Though i oredi set up a few accounts, i haven been utilizing them. So this shall be the one.
Why diertiantang??
Hmm.. if u noe me well, u shud noe the person i like too. If u noe the person i like well, u will noe y. =)
Wat wil be in my blog??
Nth much la i tink.. juz sth for me to kill time ( rite now b4 my sch starts, i still got some decent time to kill) and to pen down my feelings and tots. A place for non-stop complaining sessions =þ Also, to dong jie (freeze / gelato) unforgettable moments of my life. Perhaps can get to noe more abt me here..
Who’s reading tis blog??
Not reali sure actuali. I wun noe wat.. if some pple juz come in and read. But I do have some in mind to giv the webby to (if they are interested to read)
Now wat ??.
Self-declared IT idiot here noe nuts abt tis blog thingy so, if u noe where got cute stuff to put onto the blog, please... tell mi wher to get it k. *grin* Tat’s abt it now. Wil blog again. Bye-bi ~