Di Er Tian Tang

You tink it's perfect, everything's so fine, wait till you look it thru your spiritual eyes. You tink it's nice but pls open your eyes, this place is but a beautiful sty. You want it, I want it, everything's a want. We lose it den we say it's for fun. You think it's funny, wat I'm saying is corny. It'z a warning. Heed it or ignore it.

Friday, July 23, 2004

What a day..

Todae started off abit badly.. Mami cant confirm wif mi if we are goin to get the fridge todae..(dun like it when things are not cfm) and I am moving tmr.. abit panicky and in e end turned out to be kinda impatient... Tink these days, I've been quite a mean Ohime.. *guilty* to QuEen esp.. m(*_*)m
Can't reali explained why.. mayb coz I reali feel tat I'll miss her ba.. Will I still feel tis way in a few mths time?? Haiz.. Oh yar.. Duno if I angered okishi anot.. gomen ne..

Suddenly, I feel tat so mani pple are nice to me.. tat makes mi feel abit duno wat.. Cant describe.. Even my father bcome so nice to me..Volunteered to bring me to the place.. gimme so many stuff to bring too.. Or isit tat they have alwaez been nice..Only I din realised it??? Duno...

Aft I went home.. den went to eat wif Okishi. Den go to cousin's house oredi.. Din reali walk arnd much. Next time ba.. Rem to take my stuff fr shuhui and gimme back! haha.. Thanx! Shuhui is another nice duckie fren I got. *glad* tink aft karrin left, she can take over her liaoz.. She's alwaez helping tokiya (juz like ruoying + shiyun).. hehez..

Met up wif my cousins.. Chatted quite abit. Abt some stuff.. I alwaez enjoy toking to them.. One of my few closest cousins.. rem when we were young we alwaez go out together (liang court, kinokuniya,thomsom plaza, amk, macpherson,parkway.etc) and go to each other's place.. Yea and I even stayed in their house for a period of time during my Cedar times.. rem the fun times we had (wif amanda too) Those were v nice times.. Auntie is v gd to mi too.. Both Alice and Irene...

Den adeline called ask mi go chalet..but dun tink wil go ba.. But prob wil go out wif u guys for the interns farewell. Felt abit bad though.. Me kinda miss them too..They're a nice bunch of pple..

QuEen is quite worried abt me.. =) Quite happy but sad at the same time..Have been helping me buy stuff and pack my stuff.. *happy* Kinda touched. =) She is like more anxious than mi.. asking mi to bring tis and tat.. I hate to pack stuff. And wil go zzz to avoid tinking abt it. But wake up realise muz do those sickening stuff..(tis explain y i like to wake n zzz n wake n zzz over n over again..not tat i lazy k) Lucky my timetable allows mi to go home sometimes..But I hate to go back on sat ! for one lesson!

Hmm.. sometimes.. at some pt of time u tink abt sth and brood over the matter.. U giv it more tots and find tat u get more confuse.. Some may choose to zzz it away.. some try to solve.. Sometimez, itz gd to perservere coz for all u noe.. at the end of it, u wil enjoy everything when u looked bac. Sometimez, itz gd to juz let it go u may juz find sth else tat suits u beter...No pt hanging on when ur heart/mind oredi gav up..To do or not to do.. Is indeed a hard choice..Sometimez, it's nt tat u persevere, but juz tat u drag time amd make it seem tat u reali persevere... Duno..

At times, u may hav tis particular mindset and tink tat u are rite to tink tis way. U look at things tis way and it appear tat it's like tat. U heard fr pple abt it tat it's like tat. So u are doubly sure u are rite. But..all these may juz be wrong. Wrong perception and everything... Sometimez it's hard to judge, buden.. time will tell...When truth surfaced, u begin to doubt... some get confuse all over again.. some decide to accept the truth..some stil hold on to wat they had believe...Duno.. sometimez itz beter to accept sometimez not..Duno..

Oh..ruoying is bac. so long nv c her liaoz..Huiying passed her driving.. Felt happy for her too.. Muz meet them one of these days.. bfor Ruoying goes..

Quite late liaoz.. tmr stil gotta move stuff.. move stuff = moving in! *Sigh* gotta go zzz oredi.. look more n more like vampire liaoz..
Nitez nitez.. bye-bI.. (oh accidentaly hit esc.. lucky can undo.. if not my stuff all gone haha..) bye-bi..




3 Comments :

  • At 9:58 PM, Blogger Joel Seah said…

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  • At 5:22 PM, Blogger Joel Seah said…

    Yahoa Ohime..

    Wierd.. my post got deleted. Remember what i told you? Everything will turn out fine in the end. At the end of it all, you'll look back and realise that everything happens for a reason. And you've grown stronger in the process.

    Is the truth more important? Or your belief? Sometimes, accepting the truth might cause unhappiness. But sticking to your beliefs will bring you away from the truth. So which is more important? Think about it.. and tell me ya =)

    There are as many nights as days, and one is just as long as the other in the course of a year. Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness, and the word 'happy' would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness.

    Nontheless, in the night there is a guiding light. You call that light.. your Okishi.

    Take care.
    Bye-bi~

     
  • At 7:44 PM, Blogger OhiMe said…

    wah.. so chim.. @_@ i nv delete ur post aniwae.. haha. din come to my blog at all.. take care too.. bye-bi..

     

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