Di Er Tian Tang

You tink it's perfect, everything's so fine, wait till you look it thru your spiritual eyes. You tink it's nice but pls open your eyes, this place is but a beautiful sty. You want it, I want it, everything's a want. We lose it den we say it's for fun. You think it's funny, wat I'm saying is corny. It'z a warning. Heed it or ignore it.

Sunday, August 29, 2004

Lousy day. . .

Had lect in e morning .. so sianz.. Sat lessons are forever so sianz.. =( Luckily met lp on e train so can chit chat abit.. yes.. I can b chatty at times.. ( or isit most times? I duno) ate Mac for lunch.. It kinda makes me happy.. (not tat I am reali love Mac) Juz gimme a wkend feeling when I'm eating it. Duno why.. Aft zzz den go for proj le..

Comex 2004.. Big deal... Now I understand why some ppl dun wana go ther to get stuff.. So crowded! The place was jammed rite from City Hall! -_- It was as if a mega star (like JJ ? haa.. mayb Jay) is coming to the area and ther's a mock of fans..Things there mayb cheaper but not dirt cheap wat! Is there a cause to do so? *rolled eyes* Not as if LV, Gucci, Prada (and watever) are having 90% sale ..
Den I wil go snatch! everything buy*dreaming* haha (den ry u can hav wat u wan liaoz..)

Aniwae.. escalator broke down at the overhead bridge. We had to climb up. I was running late and abit gan jiong liaoz but it's kinda chaotic.. two directions.. but my direction is onli a single file! @_@
Ppl are like squeezing here and there and those from the direction walking towards cityhall were like gan jiong spider keep pushing our side.. Siaoz! Aft some struggle manage to go tru and reach suntec which is another challege.. Alot pple also! But gd thing is tat there is air-con not so hot.. Went pass a few shops earlier while struggling to get there.. Haiz.. I reali lost touch wif society liaoz.. Now shops got nice stuff I also duno.. Sianz. Stupid sch so far~ and travelling to JP is like WOW ~ oredi.. SIanz.

Went Millenia to do project.. my grp all late.. Gd sia.. Me juz shop arnd..Suppose to go TCC but ended up at BK. Not sure why also.. And listen, all the way to BK @ Millenia.. for a mktg proj.. Juz started not long I got a series of calls which reali piss my off and make mi reali upset.(and I muz act professional stil continue to do my stuff) Argh.. -digress..Okishi help!! I heard lizard in my house !!- It's all abt the fridge tat is suppose to be sold. Due to some reasons cant be sold at the moment and my house shall be the storage place. Meanwhile MaMi is pissed wif mi. Not to mention my bro. And I'm blamed for not answering phone calls (juz bcoz I'm doin proj and e place is so noisy) -_- 3 party angry wif mi?! *speechless* And I hav to get pple to move it up my house and todae is my Ah Ma bday therez nobody to help!!!Feel so upset tat I cant wait for the proj to end. When it ended most shops already closed. Went to tis shop though for retain therapy.. It reali works! At least it lasted for some time and I felt beter.. The shop is having 30% off~ Wat else can I ask for?

The journey back is ok wif frenz arnd. Crapping abt some issues.. gerls stuff la. Den mentioned abt She and her gf.. Hmm.. She likes sporty gerls.. so to qualify.. muz go tanned.. But majority feel it's ridiculous to give up my fair skin.. Not for Her at least.. tsk..One pt we concluded is tat guys.. sad to say can be reali pathetic and despo.. (well.. some gals are lidat too) NS is a change for them.. Ya definitely.. From decent to indecent. (dun deny.. u definitely lost at least 1% innocence there and den)*rolled eyes* From indecent to incorrigibly indecent... And it's a shame tat they fail to prove us wrong..YL said it's their nature.. I duno and dun understand aniwae..

When I'm alone again. I feel e upsetness again. =( Luckily ther's someone to tok to.. tOkiyA is so nice! to tok to mi and listen to wat I wana said.. And I'm like a complaint queen. (spoilt brad.but by nature I'm not!!) Now I can image poor tOkiyA listening to those crapz.(and I do feel bad) and stil have to console me..Juz as I enter home, I saw the fridge. They could hav put it outside wat. No one is ever gonna take! (even if they do.. it's spoilt) Watever .. I wil juz shut up since I got no strength to do anithing abt it. Argh.. so disgusted tat I have to drink coke to calm down. Those who noe mi wil noe I dun take soft drinks. When I drink it, I'm not normal. Mayb abnormally happy / sad / watever.(those who duno.. Now u noe!) Sianz.. Muz zzz liaoz. tmr got tuition. Gwyn beter pass hor.. else..

Thursday, August 26, 2004

Some issues...

Came back home yest.. skipped todae's econs.. sianz.. later nezt wk sureli dun understand the stuff again. nezt wk got test oredi.. Sianz! argh.. those idiots tat said uni is a breeze..

My hall is reali disgusting.. more n more lizards appearing.. moths, flies, bees... all those insects tat are totally disgusting! and the water heater.. -_- duno wat to say... alwaez no heater!!!!! we paid for utility and in return .. onli to get to bathe wif cold water! Prob wat they meant by hot water is -> aft it goes tru our temp.. and the washing machine muz b some cheapo brand! Now.. I cared less.. I'm juz gonna wash my clothes even if I only have 2 pc ! waste their water.. hehez..*evil grin* I PAID FOR UTILITY WAT!!

Heard abt some things tat are reali saddening.. couples got married and divorced one yr aft ? *sigh* to me.. marriage is a big thing unlike being in a r/s (not tat its not impt or anithing) u can hav many bf/gfs but onli one husband/wife. If u dun love him/her, y bother to get married? juz find urself bf/gfs la.. -_- If you noe wat u do will sadden the other party y stil do it ?? haiz.. socialising and entertaining clients doestn giv u the rite to fool arnd oso! tatz juz plain excuses...and also..speculate and lost million? FOR WAD! greed => u being poor in e end.. watz e point.. In e end u are left wif nth.. haiz..

Btw.. Ry is so fortunate.. got to noe lotsa koreanz and Japanese.. haha.. yes.. takeshi rite.. gd name. haha.. gd lor.. not like mine onli got chinese / ang mo .. some ppl i reali canot stand .. haiz.. uni is reali like shit sometimez. . .

Sunday, August 22, 2004

The day OhiMe turned 19. . .

21st of Aug was my birthday.. the so called Princess Day. =) had lesson in the morning which is a super sianz thing. But got coffee bean breakfast which is super Yummy! Went for tuition aft tat.. Yar.. Gwyn's bday too.. We share the same bday... She was so elated when she saw my prezie to her.. Hope she like it ba.. Haiz.. Duno wat's wrong.. She doesnt seem to get her sums rite.. Isit mi?? or isit her? Todae's tuition also lidat.. I hope she dun fail le. If not I will feel so bad.. =( Lp said I v gd to gwyn and tat she wun bother to do so much =)

Aft tuition quite hungry le.. so went to eat @ nice place.. food is quite yummy! Aft eat den go Matsuri and beach oredi!! the jap pple there are v cute!!! esp jap children..hehez.. actuali it's v fun there one.. buden went too late.. in e end cant even catch goldfish le.( stil rem the time we went there..wif quenby and eileen). but bought t-shirt though.. Mingsheng is there too .. haha.. another MS. We used to b dual MS.. hehez.. but he aint a gd teacher.. haha... teach until mi lidat.. haiz.. (but I tink e prob lies in me ba..) was abit pissed wif him the day bfore.. but it's a small matter and since he so gd.. decided to let the matter rest.. haha.. Overall was a nice day for me ba.. And yes! prezie.. got nice prezie.. muz thank all those who gimme prezie.. =) thanks for the effort and everything..

OhiMe is 1 yr older le.. haiz.. so old liaoz.. (i dun wana grow up~) hmm.. time reali flies!! stil rem last yr when I'm stil in JC, wearing the mud color uniform, carrying a red bag wif some files or books on my hand..of coz, wif a ponytail. (the typical sch gal but sometimez hair abit messy coz I couldnt care less and I'm not gd wif hair styling)

Wat can I say abt this whole yr? Hmm.. had an major exam (which seems to be one tat decide one's fate) den aft tat went to work le. I must say I enjoyed the times fr 18 to 19 although there are some unhappyness and so on. (of coz.. I STIL HATE SCH) hehez.. Working is gd.. dun have to study or bring back homework or anithing. But when working.. it's another sets of probs altogether. This whole yr is filled wif happy times ,fun, lafter, and of coz also have sadness., unhappyness and those sianz stuff..Aniwae.. I survived and I am glad tat I have a few frenz to share these moments wif. Yes, I totally agree tat I'm a Miss Bobo cum scatterbrain cum irritating but I am quite a nice person at time rite?? At least there are times when I made u ppl laf and smile rite (even for 1 sec of ur life! ) To those ( u noe who u are) who listen to mi nagged non-stop, goin on and on abt stuff which totally doesnt interest you, thankx for being there. To those who are alwaez there to help mi whenever I have prob, I'm reali glad tat u hav not given up on mi..Hopefully our frenship wil be neverending.. =)

19 yr old OhiMe .. hmm.. mayb some may feel she changed oredi.. (for the gd/ bad) mayb she did mayb she nv.. one thing for sure, she's stil little ohime who lives in her own neverland.Stil like to eat and zzz like pig. Likes to complaint. Rabbity and cage cage.. and does things juz like bfore..

Thank you list -

Ruoying, Andrew, Lester, Hall 10 ppl, tOkiya, OkisHi, Ronnie, Weijian, Russell, Darryl, Jazzel, Leonard, Melvyn, Jean, Clara, Liping, Jasmine, Pearlyn, Seow Chin, Huiying, Celia, ZiXian, Vincent, Weiming..

(in case u are wondering y ur name appear not in front.. haha.. coz it's by order of the timing u wish me happy bday! hope i din leave anione out.. ) tatz all for tis.. going to prepare to go hostel le.. *sigh*


Wednesday, August 18, 2004

Dead Beat. . .

Yahoo~ tink a few days nv blog liaoz.. quite bz lately.. okie.. e last time blog is like Sun.. Mon.. er.. cant rem wat I did le..oh yar.. did the stupid excel thingy til quite late.. stupid! yes.. yours truly is such an IT idiot! argh... I tink I tried from 10 plus till abt 3 ??? argh.. dead tired by den liaoZ lo... Luckily got some kind souls to help... okie muz thank.. daniel.. lend mi com.. tong leng.. patrick.. for helping mi wif the excel..quite pissed wif some issue.*angry*. yes.. abt excel stuff.. haha.. the one who claims to have a cert for IT in e end oso .... TL best la.. haha.. help mi fig out.. and in e end manage to complete the stuff.. Tues morning go for lesson.. Lian Chiu tot i pro.. and tot tat i learn fr Duck.. Siaoz~ oh yar juz rem.. sunday tokiya visited mi.. wif some food.. hehez... yeah~ yummy food!! and we plAYED 5-10 till quite late... tink itz the game joan told mi bfore .. not too sure... but v fun.. i won~ hehez..

Tues (which is like yest?! ha.. sounds like so many days ago) lester came to my hostel.. Oh.. so kind! *grin* got to eat pizza.. oh din get to eat e garlic bread though.. too full le.. =( but i gav it to TL my savior.. tink now he c mi oso scare le.. wana go zzz... *paiseh* den later in the nite got tis bdAY thingy... got CHOCO cake.. but got hazel nut i dun like.. haha.. Mayb they shud buy fr Bakers' Inn ... haha.. got so much to choose from!!! yar ... as if they will.. tsk... Got a card from lester ... tag it on my board liaoz... Also got my post card from ruoying.. lucky gal.. did some work.. buden cant fig out stuff.. sianz.. hate to study and i can nv understand the principle of study.. haha... watz the pt ??? zzz quite late these days and can feel the tiredness liaoz...oh~ juz learn the art of tying my hair.. wif a chopstick.. hehez.. =)

Todae wed le.. tot can go home! but Sianz.. tomo gotta go vote for leo?! and my hALL stuff.. duno wat lo.. and its like at nite can?!! haiz.. den by the time i go home it will be like 11 ?!! haha..
hmm.. i tot i got lotsa things to blog.. but now cant rem... siANz.. mu short term memory...

Oh yar.. yl told mi some stuff.. which i agree.. and learnt some stuff from... regarding certain issues.. quite sianz wif these.. duno y they so lidat..plain disgusting..Some pple are juz so selfish. haiz.. but wat can I say? saw eyvonne tat day.... she saw mi.. and she noe I saw her.. walked passed me and pretend nv c mi?! -_- *no comments* so dao herself wana say mi.. duno wat.. Anyway.. I graciously greeted her wif a hello and started a short conversation wif her..

oh.. super blur tat dAY... washed my clothes buden forgot bring up til like 3am aft i fin my excel den rem.. lucky yl so gd.. help mi le.. buden i feel so bad to leave her in e room.. but i reali din noe tat she was having headache... if i noe i wil surely rush there to save her! hehez... and i attempted to wash my clothes haha.. hand wash k!!! big achievement hor... the toss top.. and it's color came off abit..den while walking back to my room.. i drop it on the floor!!! argh... tink i betta bring it home for Queen to wash ba... =)

okie... tatz all for now.. will blog again .. hopefully the nezt time I will be home le..




Sunday, August 15, 2004

Sick bloggie..

The blogger thingy is abit sick. Wanted to post an entry yest and was rejected coz of some duno wat prob! Den todae in the later part I tried, all my “exclusive autograph for Zhang Feng Qi” pop out.. and I got a freaking 8 entries on tat?? I’m excited abt it but not obssessed k.. -_-

Went for tuition todae and found out that Gwyn share the same bday as me! Only tens yrs later.. Hehez =) Ok.. promised her I will get her a prezie.. But totally had no idea wat she likes.. Haiz..
Okie I fin up my part on the proj oredi.. Hope can make it.. Tmr nid to present.. And I got stage fright! (despite the “training” I get fr DUCK presentation..)

Later gonna go back to my hostel again.. Tink Andrew not online.. Hopefully he comes in bfore I go if not .. mayb have to ask those ppl at my hall oredi..

Oh yar.. got Olympics.. haha.. I stil rem the cedar days where we sit at canteen and refuse to go for lesson.. (as wat haoling reminded mi..) And the supposedly so called “hair clip craze” . Outta sudden everyone’s hair is like those gymnast. But mine is not the case ok.. =þ I had like 16 hair clips max on my head! Hehez.. but it was due to my hair being too layered and I stil had to tie it up as it was no where short or long. * grin * The no. dropped to 12 and den 8 eventually as it grows longer.. Swimming is also one of our fave.. Mark chay.. Gary Tan, and of course Leslie Kwok.. haha..

okie.. did some photo taking for my father and set up an email acc for him.. haha.. yeah.. like mi, he noe nuts abt such stuff.. In fact, he's worse at IT.. =) Tink it runs in e blood.. =) but it alwaez runs in the blood tat we are all kind hearted pple.. *grin*

Saturday, August 14, 2004

Autograph from Daniel Zhang Feng Qi~

Yes! I got it!! Yippie~ *grin* thanx to those kind souls =) leonard and jordon and susu.. whoever la.. but leonard got delivery wor.. so kind..manage to catch a glimse of him la.. stil prefer my JJ but he oso ok lor.. hehez.. And guess wat?! He wrote (in his not so nice handwriting) : to : meishan (m) den sign.. wohoo~ exclusive leh.!! hehez.. tink if it's JJ i wil juz faint! duno jordon or leonard stil ask if I wana speak to him!! I oso wan.. haha.. but I shy so rather not.. kekez.. =þ I'm going to put it up onto my tagboard.. nezt time mayb attach it onto the blog for u all to c ba..(when my IT savvyness ever gonna increase!) Dun jealous k. hehez..

Aniwae todae can say is a ok day for mi ba.. tat Zhang feng qi brighten my day.. But I got diarhhoea =( twice!!! stomach pain pain lo..*sob* Tat stupid Microsoft excel.. duno who invent one.. so hard!!! argh.. spend one day to fig out oso duno how to do.. and tracy oso duno! expect mi to noe arh?! Next time I wana be a tai-tai! Dunid to b so headache.. Juz nid to be troubled by wat dessert or food or jewellery or clothes to buy.. where to shop.. *tinking* tsk.. hehez...IF ONLY! Tmr stil muz fin my proj.. Mon muz present le.. By aftn muz hand in report tmr.. argh.. Stil got excel to master.. If not tues I die le.. Gonna fail the test! And It is a test! I am not joking! (at least tatz wat 2 frenz told mi)

I had seen ugly sides of ppl.. Trying to push blame or wat?! U noe tat it doesn’t sound correct and wanna put my name to it.. Great.. * rolled eye * I can imagine myself kerna-ing aft tat..like wat ry said.. “All the shitty stuff given to mi..” Oh.. she’s one of my best fren.. Flew off to michigan liaoz.. She’s sucha great fren.. who giv advices.. helps u and stay wif u tru thicks n thin..and best of all.. wun forget u when therez gd stuff..Let me write it down.. ( I am not the wang en fu yi kind ok~!) Hehez.. Alwaez rem to buy me nice stuff when she went oversea for holidays.. And I muz say she has reali gd taste..All the best ry~!

Went to coffee club.. though got tummy ache stil canot resist the food there.. In e end got more pains.. =( but the food is Yummy~ Now got Summerscent.. Andrew lend it to me bfor.. tink he bought it once it was out.. It's a nice show.. haha.. Tummy ache again.. -_-

Juz got an sms tat I gotta help someone do sth.. Yes! And I rejected it.. I reali hate LAST MIN stuff! You noe tat you cant do it and nid help oredi.. dun wana confirm wif mi until the last min.. How am I gonna help you? I gotta go hostel (so called book in!) you noe?? Aniwae.. I totally detest the word book-in and bunk! I’m not in the army! Mine is a hostel.. and I dun have to book-in or report .. I’m juz checkin-in my hostel.. tsk.. (sounds like hotel/chalet?? -_- AS IF!) Back to the topic.. ok.. In any case, it’s not tat I dun wana help. It’s juz tat I had a tummy ache and it’s uncomfy.. It’s killing me! I’m definitely not the selfish kind who wil refuse to help when u need help badly ya. So dun tink by getting others to ask me, I will change my decision. COZ I GOT TUMMY ACHE!

Tat’s abt it. Blog again tmr.. Aft I fin my proj and my EXECUTIVE report.. (sounds chim?) haha..
Bye-bi..

Friday, August 13, 2004

Home sweet home. . .

Juz came back home yest.. Yes! Home is stil the best =)manage to c the show in time... hengz.. yar.. nth is good in sch..food is BAD. Believe I said bfor liaoz.. but juz wana say it again..

Zzz earli last nite.. Haven had such gd zzz for quite awhile oredi.. My bed is stil the best! hehez.. studied a bit todae.. reali ABIT! like say a few pages of my notes?! haven even fin one lect yet.. Sianz.. and i got test coming up real soon! And i dun even understand stuff and cant do a decent spreadsheet.. -_-

Oh yar.. I juz got my first bdae prezie.. See! told u pple tat my bdae lasted a wk liaoz.. Godiva choco leh! Hehez.. Dun buy mi choco liaoz hor.. enuf.. stil got heart tat person.. at least rem my bday..
Hehez..

Lots of stuff to say.. but duno how to say. sianz.. stop blogging here le. Bye-bi~




Wednesday, August 11, 2004

My life. . .

yahoa~ mi in my hall com lab again... hmm.. seem to be somewhere i quite frequent... got some stuff to blog todae... lets c.. hmm.. oh yar.. Sunday was national day! HAPPY BDAY SINGAPORE!! haha.. not as if i like it so much.. but okie lo.. got JJ on tv! V(*_*)V He is ever so cool! and talented and cute~ =) I reali like his song!! He oso sing at the NDP tis yr.. haiz.. those who can go NDP reali lucky.. stil can c fireworks.. was tokin to sc tat day and it reali seem tat time flies.. haha.. stil rem last yr we went to watch together.. and he claimed tat he "sacrifice" his seat to go to the audience ther.. haha.. but i dun reali enjoy it la.. so hot.. onli like the fireworks.. Clara went to NDP and said tat JJ sung Diertiantang live there.. aft the NDP.. not fair! *sulk* but the journey back to sch is quite nice.. ate old chang kee oso..

Oh yar.. made a new fren and she is fren of JJ !! argh.. not fair~ mi and minyan reali like him and we promised to go to his autog session nezt time.. hehez.. and Clara's cousin got into tat Quan Ming Ou Xiang.. (tis idol show of chnl u) and interviewed JJ! argh.. not fair again!!! and he is the winner.. =( Lucky him...

Went for lesson on tues.. quite boring.. but i like com lesson.. quite slack.. esp the lap.. stil can use msn..(illegally) hope it wun get too difficult.. i cant do much other than msn.. hotmail.. blog.. yahoo search.. Made a few more frenz on tues.. And sianz! I'm the ultimate Ms bobo again.. =(
Took photos of my new frenz but too engross liaoz forgot to take no. Yest went to eat.. den wana bring my stuff.. i rem packing my things.. tissue.. hp.. keys.. when reach canteen.. realise i nv bring $$ !!! *rolled eyes* lucky got yl there.. den later at nite suppose to study de.. but end up got pple coming in my room play guitar..sing.. crapz.. but i noe got someone surely even beter in playing guitar and sing de.. hehez.. in e end nv study.. but at least not so bored.. but duno those pple reali well oso.. c how it goes ba...

tis morning so tired!!! how i wish can dunid go sch.. HATE sch... tutorial so mani things dun understand againl..haiz... and from 0830 - 1430 got class.. canot eat !! so hungry.. starve to death oredi.. =( yest zzz quite late super tired now.. goin back to zzz oredi.. stil got so much hw to do.. sianz.. -gone-




Sunday, August 08, 2004

So bz...

Hmm.. quite alot of things happened for tis wk.. been rather bz.. so no time to blog oso.. Sometimez too tired... =) okie, let's see.. Mon-Wed had lessons.. Sianz.. I HATE biz law. I HATE mktg. I HATE tutorial.. Argh.. irritating.. okie.. seen my tutorial classmate.. a few of them have same tutorial as mi for all my classes..

Biz law is one of the chimmest subj i tink.. dun understand a single things.. oh yar.. later stil muz do my homework.. Sianz! Had two tutor from Cheena.. sianz.. One is econs one is IT. So.. as u noe those Cheena pple.. super boring.. makes econs so boring.. MRS chong is like 100Xs beter.. Help~!

Tink is Tues nite.. got hall bbq .. cant rem oso.. oh No! Am I losing my memory?? paid $10!! and din even eat much.. *rolled eyes* Not fair.. No food to eat.. deN Wed went to the CAC welcome session.. nth much there.. Seriously, I'm not reali into those CCA.. Dun feel like joining.. See how it goes..

Thurs went to the modern jazz.. they taught us hiphop dance moves.. So diff@!!!! Can die~ nOw mayb c the rythmic got wat to offer.. Aft tat got tis mass supper.. it's FOC! first time in modern history.. NTU got free stuff.. haha..
tOt got wat good food.. actuali is NAsi Lemak! *faint* and the queue is like super duper long! All the guys juz swarmed arnd like nobody's biz..den minyen started telling abt those canoe pple.. haha. so farnie she.. some heard fr sy oredi.. but she added more..
den we had tis election for hall com. Watever~ juz anihow voted..Went up to the com place twice! cant find a vacant com.. Kinda pissed.. So gan jiong oredi to check my results.. but those pple there alwaez refuse to juz take a break. And I noticed it's alwaez the few pple arnd there.. Those indonesianz n cheena peep. =(
aft tat finaly manage to get hold of a com at arnd 11.45pm? and the place closes at 12mn! Sianz..
GOOD NEWS!! I passed my QET~ YiPPiE~!! dun have to take ang mo liaoz.. woHOo~ oh yar.. thurs is reali bad.. Cant zzz.. made a few frenz.. took their pic but forgot to take no.! *rolled eyes* how Bobo can I get? Chatted wif yl until a bt 6.. haha.. poor yl.. deprived of zzz coz of mi not able to zzz.. haha..But feel tat she's reali a nice gal..

Woke up being super tired on Fri. and keep complaining.. Yea.. yours truly can be v whiny.. dun step on my tail when I'm tired k!..hehez
den went home aft eating n printing notes.. ZZZ lots when I'm home.. and guess wat? I have rashes all over when I wake up!!! yucks.. so er xin one.. and itchy!!!!

Sat when back sch again.. reali sick of tat place.. Go all the way there juz for 2 hrs of craps which I dun understand.. and e medical centre is ever so crowded.. Tink it's e place tat made them sick..
aft tat went to take bus.. and muz wait for like 4 buses first bfore i can finali squeeze up to the 5th!

went town.. ate at buttercup~ Yummy!! =þ den when to daydipper to get sth.. ry oredi bought mi the toss top liaoz yay~ gonna get it fr sy soon bfore she wears it for mi! hehez.. den walk walk arnd den went to ikea to eat! YUmmy~ todae eat alot of yummy food =) Makes mi kinda happy..but i super long nv eat yami yogurt liaoz.. Coz cant eat ma.. =) I tink there's a curse.. alwaez wana go ikea got prob one.. either take wrong bus or alight wrong place. hehez.. but mi not scare at all.. I tink the restuarant there can start expanding liaoz! alwaez so crowded one..come to NTU la!! *dreaming* the food in NTU reali not nice lo!!! duno how to survive...den aft tat took a bus home.. tot take wrongly.. Stupid driver. so lazy nv change the board one.. went to doc to c watz wrong coz the rashes are ever so itchy.. =( den went home late for Summer Scent.. Haiz.. It's a nice show.. and got nice OST too.. hehez..

Today went for tuition.. reali v tired!!! argh.. cant wake up.. gwyn gimme a swit todae.. hehez.. kinda happy.. She's go cute! but kinda lazy.. den went home n zzz liaoz.. later gonna watch my show.. tink blog enuf le..gtg .. wil blog again ba.. Oh yar.. tmr National day!! JJ is performing.. <3 I Love JJ <3 k.. looking forward to tmr's show... =)






Wednesday, August 04, 2004

Here's another one. . .

靜靜地陪你走了好遠好遠 連眼睛紅了都沒有發現

聽著你說你現在的改變 看著我依然最愛你的笑

臉連這條舊路依然沒有改變 以往的每次路過都是晴天

想起我們有過的從前 淚水就一點一點開始蔓延

我轉過我的臉 不讓你看見深藏的暗湧已經越來越明顯

過完了今天 就不要再見面 我害怕每天醒來想你好幾遍

我吻過你的臉 你雙手曾在我的雙肩感覺有那麼甜 我那麼依戀

每當我閉上眼 我總是可以看見失信的諾言全部都會實現

我吻過你的臉 你已經不在我的身邊雖然你不在我的身邊

我還是祝福你過得好一點 短開的感情線 我不要做斷點

只想在睡前 再聽見你的 蜜語甜言

One of my Fave ...

剩下沒多少時間 讓我再唱一首歌 給妳 一過了今夜 世界就毀滅

我想我還有一天 可以學會如何來 愛妳 在來不及以前 渴望來得及

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Tuesday, August 03, 2004

Blogging in hostel

yahoa~ I'm at hostel now!!! gd rite.. hehez.. thanx to yiling now I noe where is the place to use com. but onli got like 7 coms and 2 spoil liaoz and 2 duno y cant move one the screen .. so onli left wif like 3coms?!! heng I come early and manage to chope one.. =)

Oh yar.. yest went to sy hall to get my bag.. argh!! sickening.. sy actuali used my bag w/o informing mi! and refuse to gimme the pink one.. haix.. ended up taking the blue and orange one instead.. =( not fair!

got food to eat yest =) chicken wings.. mac.. yummy~ all visitors are welcome.. haha..aniwae.. aft walking to sy place oredi half dead liaoz.. lucky not tat hot at nite.. when back.. juz concuss oredi when lie on bed.. and yes.. i got a new key chain *grin* oh but when i woke up tis morning.. i realise i got one missing key.. muz have drop when I'm puting them into the new keychain.. but i cant find!! @_@ Die liaoz..

Tis few days reali tiring... cant zzz at nite.. duno y.. haiz.. morning nid to wake so earli.. and I hate to study.. HAte sch! HatE hostel!!! Dun understand a single thing mentioned at the biz law lecture.. Only noe tat lect keep toking abt slim 10 andrea de cruz.. argh.. Econs so fast like duno wat.. so rush for wat?! lucky i stil can recall some concept.. *sigh* and marketing.. quite hard to catch.. but kinda interesting.. not reali done ani work yet.. but tink is those muz tink alot kind.. sianz.. IT.. juz attended tut and seminar tis morning.. hope everythings turns out okie..

These few days go for lesson all w/o complete notes.. argh.. hate the feeling.. hate it when u have to check mail and tat duno wat edventure stuff everyday to print stuff.. cant they juz send it to copier and sell us one whole stack for the whole yr?! Sianz.. everything oso muz DIY... =( One gd thing.. liping is quite a nice gal... hehez.. help mi so much.. at first tot she those knife (dao) kinda person.. but actuali quite okie... And she claimed tat I m the blurest person on earth.. Ya la.. I admit.. Ms bobo (bobohead)wat.. wat to do...

Later got bbq.. hope got nice food.. but I suspect surely got not enuf food one.. =( Sianz. Aft tis stil muz go back and read notes.. do my tutorial if not tmr panicky again.. *sigh*Hope tat tmr's class have better pple..Will get back again... Bye-bi...




Sunday, August 01, 2004

A dream...

"I was working.. not at duck. at those far east shops and saw a grp of guys.. They stayed there for quite some time.. I had no idea y they din wana go off.. Den suddenli one of them keep mentioning abt him..I was shocked.. Tot tat he track mi down again.. Noe wat I'm doin and stuff.. Ran away and heard their lafters..I tot everything come back again juz like bfore.." suddenli I heard my sms tone.. argh.. was dreaming.. Y isit tat sometimez u juz canot forget sth ? And I simply hate it!! *sigh*


The old wound left on me
Begins to ache
I hide my trembling heart again
And pretend to smile

Even in my age now, I'm the same as before
As timid as before
I only learn how to pretend to be strong

Though my heart is filled with feelings to convey
You see, I can't change them into words well
If I had not met you
I wouldn't even have such an embarrassing pain

Little by little, I've come to realize
That my past never heals
And that it's no use
Fearing the future I can't refuse

How much more courage do I need
To say with my head held high
"This is the only important thing to me" ?

Though I have firm feelings
You see, I can't change them into words as usual
Everyone is living this way
With feelings they can't express

Though my heart is filled with feelings to convey
You see, I can't change them into words well
If I had not met you
I wouldn't even have such an embarrassing pain and ...

Sianz mode..

todaE is Sunday again!!! Like e past, I hate and dreaded for it to come.. nOt that tuition is tough.. but e fact tat I hav to go back hostel and Mon's lesson made mi sianz to mAx!

Yest went for mktg.. quite crappy the sensei. haa.. den go back to hostel.. aft tat met up wif tOkiya to Ikea.. Gd lor.. take wrong bus.. haha.. *not blaming anyone* Ikea got nice food!!! but so crowded.. and I recognize someone I saw tat day at Cityplaza =) look so diff.. but i stil can recognise! hehez.. Mami will c them todae ba i tink..yes.. and i got drinking cups for my guest.. =) oh yar oh yar.. got stool for u to sit too... pink (cute rite? haha) my block got some ang mo ... sickening.. dun like those ang mo pple..

Juz realised tat I'm not the onli blur Queens arnd.. Sy forgot to print notes too! and went to lect empty handed.. haha.. yay~ Aniwae.. gonna visit her room one day.. looks much nicer than mine.. and go get bac my stuff!!! haha..