The one abt frenship . . .

Was toking to ry some time ago abt frenship and stuff.. haha.. true.. itz reali diff to make frenship last lor.. and some fren.. duno can consider frenz anot.. but I am reali glad tat we are stil v v v gd frenz.. haha..she is reali sum1 who wil stand by u when u happy or sad.. haha.. my all-time gossip partner sia.. and she reali tok sense.. not like mi .. haha..

It has alwaez been a pleasure to tok abt the past stuff.. haa.. and we can go on and on and on .. non stop action man! tsk.. prob coz we din reali meet up much during JC life.. haha.. itz kinda like totali out of contact.. but to mi.. I tink tat as long as got the heart caN liaoz lo.. As long as both stil feel and treat each other as frenz in our heart.. the frenship stil can goes on.. even w/o seeing each other..at least tat is how I feel.. Hmm.. juz like couple ba.. even w/o seeing each other.. they can stil be deeply in love I guess (duno... haha) And toking abt tat.. itz been a long time since I last meet up wif my 一番友達. Though a period of time wasnt too happy wif her.. but stil .. we are ichiban tomo. haha.. hopefully she's coping well..

Regarding the issue of educated v the not-so-educated (was toking to a fren abt it ) One feel tat the not-so-educated pple practise more taeguki ? (i beg to differ though) Saying tat educated bunch are juz selfish spider who dun stick to u tru thicks n thins..Who dua you when u in trouble.. who juz fren u juz bcoz they can get sth out fr u. WHile the other felt tat it was juz a matter of priority.. Juz like if you treasure sth more.. u tend to take care of it more isint it? And tat.. there ARE reali frenz out there who reali cares and wil not hesitate to lend u a helping hand.. Haa.. but it ended up quite hot.. not me.. haha...

Was on msn juz now .. toking to okishi regarding my ignoring attitude... haha.. yea.. thanx for being understanding. I m thankful for those frenz (you noe who u are.. those who are alwaez there) Though I may not seem to care or din say out .. but deep inside mi.. I reali appreciate all the things done for mi.. yepz.. JUz tat I dun like to say it out mayb.. haa.. mayb one day I gd mood den wil say lo. haha..so.. in conclusion :
to all my frenz out there.. who care for mi.. THANKS!! and contd to do tat.. haha. may our frenship last forever...(oh yar. I said tis not coz today l gd mood pls... )

Naivete

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.


What feeling do you represent?
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存在。。。

Sometime ago last yr.. I was listening to this song. Nice song, rather meaningful I feel. haa.. Now.. I m listening to it again.. Been listening it over and over again. tomo therz IT. Angel pls bless mi.

你說著 我聽著 像海浪打著 沙灘燒著
你的憂傷大於快樂 連彩虹都只剩下一種顏色
我聽著 你說著 像刀子劃的 隱隱痛著
就因為愛沒有規則 所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在著 我一直存在著
和你一起的照片仍在我的手機上貼著
愛會永遠永遠 你說的離開我的時候 卻沒捨不得
我真的存在著 我一直存在著
不管是瘋的氣的我受著我緊緊手握著
傻傻的陪著守著證明你值得
但我會笑著因為一切都值得

My wings. . .

You have Pink Wings! And, the name says it all.
Pink is a color which represents girly, young,
stubborn images, and you are a reflection of
it. Though many see you as spoiled and bratty,
you know its only because you know what you
want and how to get it. With adding on being
very stubborn, you are also very determined,
and you ALWAYS get what you want. People are
fooled by your girly exterior-you can prove
them wrong. Even though you seem young at
heart, you realize the world may not always
fair, and keep your distance with some.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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The one abt tikaming. . .

Wow~.. there is sth I muz reali write down.. if not will dui bu qi myself man..this morning I had econs quiz. Yest studies til very late.. erm.. mayb not quite.. my usual hostel zzz time .. 3am! and as usual.. din fin! sianz diao....

Super tired this morning when I wake up. got the dun-feel-like-waking feeling. haha. Tok to ry the min I wake. haha.. saying I wana get 70. But wif my step-on-dog-poo luck hard. And reali come true sia.. got like 100?
haha.. was kinda stun lo. buden the qns werent too diff. Most can do.. accept a few tikam-ed correctli ha.. econs.. all abt tikaming.. haha.. kidding la..I not so zhuai.But seriousli.. I noe myself it's not gonna help my end yr la.. Essay how to tikam?! buden .. it feels gd.. tat u din study much yet can score... reali...Aiya.. itz a matter of luck and effort I guess..

Aft tat went to eat. Yummy~ Ikea's food is nice lo.. hehez.. Almost went hagen daz. If going.. I sureli buy the fondue tat lc is so in love wif.. haha..Nezt time ba I guess...ho ho .. goin tuition soon.. sianzz... argh... blog again..

Recently. . .

yahoa.. duno wat I hav been doin tat makes me so tired... now.. I can even dozed off on my chair. And .. my posture is the classic "I am reading" kind.. haha.. (onli tat my eyes are close and my page is not moving) Sianz

Exam is coming lo.. everyone is mugging like hell.. I cant help but keep repeating JJ's hui du shu. haha.. It happens all the time.. esp when exam is near. So sianz..

Aniwaez.. my IT is totali screwed up. I tink the four of us are kok-eyed. The ans is juz rite in front of us .. yet nobody realised it. And tat bu zhang jing person.. noez the ans.. but din tel us sia...Nvmz...

Btw.. I love to play wif lightsticks. haa.. or rather.. use a lightstick. It's interesting lo. If you look at it close enuf, u can see bubbles inside. Haa.. juz like to c the bubbles going up to the top from the bottom. Somehow.. find it interesting. Duno wher the bubbles come from.. Hmm.. mayb the first quarter of the stick? Duno...


--angel will bless u --

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I guess.. for now.. I shud reali focus on study.
2 more wks to exam. sianz. JJ.. motivate mi pls!
haiz... oh yar.. i got tis pet cat. fr my hp... letz c how long it can last..

look wat u've done...

tinking abt it. i duno if itz rite. i tink i'm an idiot. watz done cant b undone. no more wordz...

Passed another day...

hmm.. nth much to blog todae. Juz hope tt everyone is ok ba... the day is nearing.. wat am I tinking ? haiz... sometimez wish I wun tink tat way.. duno wat. Had diff goin to the site. Duno y. Hmm.. may angel be wif u ...

A smile that brightens my day. . .

JJ smiling @ oHiMe =)

Yahoa~ I'm ultra hyper now.. *grin* Yes! I'm juz back from JJ Lin Jun Jie's Autograph session @ Cineleisure.. Hoho.. So afraid I might forget the feelings so I nid to write everyting now.. Yes.. look at the pic on top?! He smiled at me lor.. when I wana take his pic..

Tsk.. ok.. since oHiMe is such an IT idiot.. I'll juz post pic one by one.. If anyone noez how to post a few pic on one entry.. kindly tel me k? *smile* I tot everything wil turn out badly as I woke up much later than wat I wanted. I reached there stil quite earli wher the queue wasnt tat long. stil kinda long though.. Seriously.. I tink it's one of my most image spoiling, face throwing, unglam day todae. Haa.. Can u believe it? I actuali sat on the floor and wait ? I dun do that lor.. But for him.. hehez.. 2nd time oredi.. haha. My legs were all numb! argh..

Later on.. my reached. Finali...haha. went to buy his CD. Semb out of stock sia.. Lucky I stil quite smart.. go HMV haa..(ya.. In case u duno.. I'm best at such bo liaoz act) I bought one of the last man.. Hengz. Aniwaez.. therez tis kind soul.. who offer me the tix to go into the enclosed.. haha.. (btw.. wana thank those ppl who has been trying to call 933 for me.. reali appreciate tat kindness n totfulness.. for those who din even tel mi a thing abt it.. its a SHAME! haha.. joking la.. no offence ya..)
I'm on cloud9 since 1400. Haa..Since those HD juniors .. itz a pity tOkiya isnt there.. Ok.. sth JJ did reali melted me.. He was singing .. den he look at me (reali~ i din bluff! and den waved back to me) aw... I tot I was goin to faint.. haha.. Its a pity I din get his poster though.. Anyone wana gimme ?? haha.. He's sooo cute n most importantly ~ talented! (I'm no shallow bimbo k..)

JJ's autograph

ya.. continuing my blog here.. haa.. ok.. he's live performanace is ever so power lor.. not like some ppl.. dun sing live/zhao xiar one..tsk.. he sang a few songs.. my fav :dong jie. Also others like di er tian tang , dou jiang yu tiao, happy bday + merry xmas (haha), and some other songs.. sianz diao.. cant rem.. stupid HD ppl.. confused mi sia... but some real gd at imitation.

Haiz.. u muz reali admit.. JJ though not tat handsome, is simply too cute to be true.. Dimpled.And ultra-talented sia..haa..He got nice hair todae.. tsk.. Since I'm in the enclosed.. I gotta go up quite fast..

I was super duper excited.. Here's the multi-million autograph.. haha
ready ??

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TADA~

JJ's Autograph

Nice hor? tsk.. so happy lo when I got it. And seriously.. I tink I m reali gd at doin bo liaoz stuff.. I tink I managed to catch his attention by saying sth.. which I wun disclosed.. (If u are tinking JJ I LOVE U.. SORRIE! wrong guess) haha.. thanx to my..... hehez.. when he heard tat .. he looked at me stunned lo and nodded and smile..aww.. i tink i can juz die there and den.. haha. den he took another look at me.. *almost fainted* tonite goin to try it out... ha.. I hope he wil reali do tat lo...!!!

aft tat few seconds I juz cant help feeling as if I'm floating on air..*smile* I'm not being kua zhang ok.. Recently kinda sianz.. and he reali let mi forget abt everyting.. feeling gd~ den met zx on my way back.. haa.. okie.. i tink tatz all.. wil update again~ wohoo~ oh yar.. my hp is my most valuable asset now. SO gd lor.. the camera phone.. best! Din regret buying.. those pic is fr my hp.. haa.. if one day i lost it or spoil.. I wil be super sad lor.. CHOI! k la.. muz go prepare le.. goin sch soon... hehez...

Another Nincompoo . . .

yahoa.. yar.. recently kinda sianz... argh.. seriously, I SIMPLY HATE IT!
duno why all the shit happens to me.. down on luck I guess.. haiz.. but like wat ry says.. everyone got their own prob ba.. guess tat the onli consolation is I stil hav ppl to complaint stuff.. To all those ppl whom seen my foul mood and heard umpteen of my complaints..i thanx ya. Pls dun get pissed or sianzed though I noe hearing alone and not able to contribute can be kinda sianz..

some creatures are simply irritating. Being problematic themselves is ok.. like me.. but I dun c the nid to go arnd pissing ppl off. If u tink u hav got lotsa prob.. juz speak ur mind n go ahead complaint! I reali hate those whom assumes I noe u are problematic and I hav to entertain you.
I juz got scolded "damn...." for not replying someone one msn ? How dumb can one get? Nincompoo..Having a bad day doesnt giv u the right to do shit stuff to your frenz. AND may I remind you .. I m having bad days too! Super pissed . . .

I cant believe it~ one can actuali be so bo liaoz and petty to put tis as nick .. ".....damn it. do u noe how it feels when u msg a person n she dun reply? makes me wait like a bloody fool..." If you wan.. juz scold mi right in the face.. why bother to go tru such chnl? (and may I remind u guys.. dun try to pull tis stunt if u are not a close fren of mine. I wil fan lian wif u! at no mercy!) I dun understand watz e prob? I mean.. I m not so free as to stay in front of my com waiting to reply msn lor.. Spare me~ Aniwae.. the nick was altered.. the nezt day.. and e person apologized sayin how bad a day it was at tat time.. "...feeling much beter todae ..." wat the ? and had the cheek to msg mi again.. pretending nth was wrong.. ya ya.. dear oHiMe has bcome a chnl for u to vent anger ??? *rolled eyes*

To add on ... I tink.. it's my right to remain silence or watever when I dun feel like talking or responding. Yes.. I wun stop u from questioning me, but pls.. I dun tink I am obliged to tel anione abt anithing.. except mayb to ans to my parents?? sometimez I dun even do tat. And if you wana get angry over me not answering or responding to ur msn or watever.. by all means. I wun stop you.

And yes! I hate ppl who dun trust me, refuse to believe wat I say. If you dun believe me .. den dun ask me anithing! *rolled eyes* Yours ruly here.. is not a HIPPO! I dun have thick skin.. so .. pls~ for goodness sake even if I did sth blur.. I dun c a nid to announce to the whole world. Stop SPOILING MY IMAGE!! (which i oredi left wif not much. tsk..)

haiz.. guess tatz all happening arnd. aniwaez.. I had those weird dreamz again.. couldnt zzz well. Sianz diao. Kinda lost contact wif drama. shud reali find a day to go out ... Ry i juz cant wait for u to come back!!! meanwhile wil mail more stuff to you when free.. Msn is reali wonderful.. can u imagine therz not msn ? haa.. canot imagine rite? tsk...

just visited NS and saw Hurray. haa.. but din c anione there.. Okishi.. take mi on ur tour one day ya..time for me to unwind.. and destress!!! totali shag now... been zzz arnd 4 am everyday since sun. wat am I doin??? argh.. sianz. tis wk wil be even bzier i guess.. 20 odd days more to exam.. can I make it??? I duno.. I din even read 1% of my text. crapz.. Sianz.. spoil mood.. hopefully tomo gets beter ba... JJ! c ya tomo~

Hmm..

hmm.. feel like blogging .. but duno wat to write.. how to describe.. haiz.. sianz ..yep.. guess everyone has their own prob ba...Ya.. and I reali feel having frenz is a good thing... esp those tat stick to u tru thicks n thin.
tatz it la.. duno how to write le.

Zhang Feng Qi's Autograph...

yahoa.. finali got to post pic liaoz. . . juz learnt how to do it. waiting to post more .. hmm.. juz learnt abt html and stuff at IT so mayb can revise abit den change my blog.. tsk .

i cant wait to c JJ on sun.. changed my tuition specially for him lor... who else on earth get such priviledge?? tsk.. yay~ JJ... JJ .. JJ ...



Zhang Feng Qi's autograph . .. =)

wat are we living for . . .

tis is wat he said... but.. more than a yr ago...(an abstract)

"this is a time when the world comes to a realisation, and point to stop and reflect, to think about life... the frailty of life...or simply, how easy life can just come and go...yes, its like that, the human life is fragile.. it has always been... sometimes we don't realise it...sometimes we dont think about it... other times we just dont bother.
life is so uncertain. everything that we possess, everything that we hope to gain in life- the degrees, diplomas, the 5 room condominiums, the 5 figure income... big things... to the smaller things like the dress you've been eyeing for the past month, the new fender guitar you've been saving up for... or maybe u just want to grow up, get a job, get married and settle down... sounds safe, you're not doing anything wrong.... so it should all go smooth...
imagine all this gone in an instant. with a snap of a finger...im not trying to be a pessimist, nor am i cursing anyone here...but this is real. the real world. try asking yourself this question seriously for once, and think hard about it...
"What are we living for?"

hmm.. what are we living for ? I have no idea . . . reali no idea... I'm tired.. nid zzz. . . . .

look wat you've done . . .

hmm.. yar.. guess some of u hav been kinda curious wat happened. some of u had guessed .. to those whom I ignored and those whom I constantly tok to .. sorrie and thanx.. I tink it's reali horrible. Those who called mi.. sorrie . . mayb I juz dun feel like toking ba... those who duno anithing.. I'll not tel u anithing so pls dun ask ba..

it has been quite a sianz and tiring wk for me. I juz cant cope . Exams is coming and everyone is like so piah. Tis is oredi uni nid to lidat??? argh.. Therz alwaez things I dun understand ba.. .

hadnt been able to write tat letter to ritz. and I guess I dun wana write oredi ba.. doesnt reali matter oredi. She's attached oredi. and yes.. hav been doin those stuff again . . *sigh* tat is so sweet. . .

I guessed I had nv learnt my lesson.. I shud hav listen .. listen to ry.. haiz..

DaRe. . .

tsurai toki dare ga soba ni ite kurete dare no kata de namida wo nagashita?yorokobi ha dare to wakeatte dare to te wo toriatte kita?omoidashite iru yo
futari hanarete sugoshita yoru hatsuki ga tooku de naite ita yo futari hanarete sugoshita yoru hatsuki ga tooku de naite ta
hontou no tsuyosa ha dare ga oshiete kurete yasashisa ha dare ga tsutaetete kureta?dare ga ita kara arukou to shitedare ni kami wo nadete hoshikatta?dare ga akiramenaide ite kureta?wasurenai yo zuttomichi ni mayotta toki soshite michi ga toosugita toki ni hitori tsubuya ite ita yosonna mono da to...
kore kara mo zutto kono uta koe ga anata ni todoki masu you ni tokore kara mo zutto kono utagoe ga anata ni todoku you ni to
kore kara mo zutto kono uta koe ga anata ni todoki masu you ni tokore kara mo zutto kono uta koe ga anata ni todoku you ni to. . .