Blue. . .

dejected, depressed, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, dispirited, down-hearted, downcast, fed up, gloomy, glum, low, melancholy, moody, unhappy, woebegone

Hp gone. Bag gone. More scolding.

Why is there bad guys in this world. . .

Sad. I got Karma. My nice mambo bag got slit. My mermaid phone was pickpocketed. My sms and contacts gone. Kerna scolding from parents. *sigh*

I've tried my best. . .

I've done my best le. Todae's acc test is reali hard. -_-

Heard of another two-timing creep again. *sigh* Gerls, BEWARE !!
Looks can deceive!!

Seems like there's no good news of late. haiz...

Dislikes to be wronged. . .

Hate the feeling of being wronged. Not even given a chance to explain. I was once being accused of doing sth I did not. The feeling is reali awful plus you get one less fren, one more foe. Words spread and you are the baddie. When you did nth at all. *sigh*

Aniwaez.. juz to sidetrack. Had tis mutual fren. Broke up wif bf aft 2 wks. Wat is tis ?? Not trying to condemn or wad. In fact, I am in no position to say anithing. It juz set me tinking abt some stuff though. On one hand, lp sis got so upset coz of the broken 10 yr r/s. On the other hand, Agl broke up wif bf and couldn't seem to care. Haiz.. matters of the heart...

Having test tomo. Sianz. Angel bless.

Where is the love . . .

Last day of sch for todae. (thanx to those mudskippers' ny) Wed had stats and I ain't aware of it. *sianz-ed* Den had Jap. Tis wk kinda hectic...Din manage to study wad I wanted. Simply too tired. -_-

Rejected a job wif pretty gd remuneration. (I wud say) Fig out o/c's greater. Wasted. I'm gonna study hard tis sem. Serious. But duno can make it not. Dun seem to be working at the moment.

Aniwaez.. juz feel tat life is so unpredictable. Feel kinda sad abt it. Wondering how fragile r/s is. 1yr. 2yrs. 10yrs. *sigh* Why isit lidat? Hmm.. I tink onli the involved wil noe ba.. We are juz 局外人.. take care and everything wil be fine (aft some time)

Juz another week.

Having been blogging much these days. Kinda lazy. Seen most of my classmates. Nothing much. Nothing interesting. Juz dislike those onsters one of whom is an ah neh (merdusa I call her)

Went out over the wkend. Quite enjoyable. Hehez. Aniwae, tis sem gonna be bz wif upcoming test and jap spelling everywk. *sianz-ed* Will try to blog again. Nth much to write for now..

Start of the 2nd wk. . .

Back in hall AGAIN! How wonderful can it get? -_- Was raining even when I left house. Luckily Andrew send mi back. haha.. he seemed quite zai.

Packing stuff, boiling water (again?!), washing clothes, hanging clothes, keeping stuff and sterilizing stuff took me at least 2 hrs no less! Sianz~ I will definitely not missed my hostel life ! (not tis part at least) haha

Okie.. got jap spelling tis wed..(I bet more up and coming on fri..) and Finance Mgm test on thurs. Wish me luck! Looking forward to do my jap homework now.. Though I got no time for it NOW.

Aniwae.. to those who have probs regarding family.. all I can say is it's beta to leave things to the adults. I mean, some stuff are juz beyond our control. However, we can try to do our part by taking care of ourself and creating less havoc for them to worry? haha... I duno. Guess tatz the best advice I can give.. Not sure if it applies though.. Do take care. May angel bless ~

My First Week . . .

It's been a week since sch started. Okishi visited me tis wk and brought me some food. *arigatou* hehez. Aniwaez, attended my japanese class. It's kinda tough I would say. Not as simple as I thought and everyone inside seemed like some kinda proster. But it's my faverito subj so I will try my best.

Though it's only wk 1, I have oredi concluded - I Hate FM, Stats, Acc. The sem class is the worst! OMG.. it's obvious some ppl are proster, yet they still act as if they knew nothing. Most of the qn raised in sem were like aliens to me. I bet those guys had read at least 2 chp ahead no less!

*sigh* Well, at least I have pinko chan wif me.. MH's gf is in my sem too ? haha.. wat a concidence. Juz back from work and immd. saw JJ on tv. COOL~ I Love JJ ! Yippie~

More updates when I'm free.

Back to hostel . . .

I'm back to my hostel again. The ever so ulu hall 10! Loadsa dirt and dust coz I haven been back cleaning. And you will nv noe how much water I boiled. To sterilize my stuff and for consumption. Spend like an hr doin it.

Sianz ~ is the only word to describe how I feel now. *sigh* WHY? why muz human study ? 1/2 yr passed and I still haven fig tat out. (guess I nv will)

Tomo will be the first day of sch. Wonder if I will meet someone I noe.. I hate to have no frenz ! Boohoo~!

Fun at work. . .

Went to work todae. AGAIN. yar.. the last day before sch starts. *sianz* I Hate Sch! boo! It was fun working today. Reali laf like mad. Jordan is super farnie todae. haha...Make fun of the "fully sheltered {-}" craft and "non-fully sheltered - he" hippo.

At animal farm we (or rather me..) made fun of the ah nehs with "ducktour" and "hippotour" haha.. Okishi shud be there wif us todae.. so fun. haha..

Haiz.. I'm goin back to school le... sianz... Will my angel be here??

On the first day of 2005. . .

On the first day of the new year, I had to start my day with tuition. How wonderful. Boo!

Haa.. woke up early this morning and saw my cousin's bf. Yes, he's staying over at my place now. Asked me what I did on my New Year's Eve and I sounded like a loser. Tsk.. Yea.. I stayed home like a goody-2-shoes. My cousin had betta fate. Went to esplanade but since fireworks was off (okishi say coz they knew I wasn't gonna meet him.. like Real! haha) he decided to bring my cousin for GALA dinner at Fullerton.. How nice. *waiting for my turn to go equinox* -_-

Bro went countdown I guess and my Mami ask me where he is! As if I will know why he din return and where on earth he is! Was late for tuition again. All bcoz I have to wait till my said bf of my cousin to wake up and offer him breakfast? *ridiculous* But he is quite a nice person la and since I kinda like said cousin.. ok lah~!

Aniwae.. sch's starting soon. *sianz* I almost forgot how to log into Edventure, my sch network to print my notes and so on. Heard tat I can use Eswap.. (feel like slapping the IT idiot me) Argh.. someone pls help~! Or mayb.. I shud juz leave it as it is..