Hell week. . .

damn tired. long day. had acc presentation. one proj down. more test and proj upcoming. feel drained.

is into buddhism now. not reali into. trying to be a betta person. had the tot of converting one day while goin to sch. felt as if sth / some forces has been pushing the idea to me. weird feeling. haa.

yes, stil is tired. tomo long day. loadsto write. but no braincell.

Ohya.. seems like ANONYMOUS has not surface yet. tsk.. like wad ry says, " where got ppl say bad stuff stil dare to put name one.." FOrget it den. It'z just ur pea-sized opinion. If u're not happy wif it, u can email me, start a nanti-diertiantang blog watsoever, go on strike or ani other silly stuff since u have soooo much time. (unlike me, poor me..) haa..

so, let me emphasis. This, diertiantang, is my blog. Not happy dun read. I've no time for such crap. And yes, I'm gonna complaint abt stuff again. It's juz part of me. Too bad. period.

zzzzz mode.

We tot we noe.. but very often, we dont. . .

Junon juz told me abt earthquake!! hhaha.. Singapore oso have arh ? tsk.. Seems like my 4 yrs of geog has reali gone to drain or seep thru duno wher... haha


Oh my god. I have a hate fan from now. All bcoz of my previous entry.


Check out wat was written below by ANONYMOUS :


At 10:39 AM, Anonymous said…
You keep complaining about other people but how about you? I just cannot stand the way you complain and complain like the whole world owes you one.And some actions and thoughs of yours were mean. How could you ever curse people around you? I really cannot stand you from now! (I HATE YOU!!! <--- i added it myself)

hmm.. wat can I say ? Dear frenz, am I wrong to complaint abt my life ? things arnd me ? I m not a perfect person. I m sure ppl do get pissed rite?! I cant be a 10/10 angel all the time. Of coz, I will try my best to be kind oHiMe. *smile* but.. I'm sure tatz a time when itz juz a not-ur-day kinda day..

The classic : Nowadayz, wanna be oHiMe very difficult.. hehez.

Pinko chan is rite. Yes, said ANONYMOUS , would you like to leave your name too ? Not to get back at the stuff said, but wud like to noe who you are. Bcoz I believe you must have been someone whom I treasure our frenship.

tatz all. will blog again.

Drowning. . .

in a pool of shit. -_-

your truly seriously hate math. I will do anithing to get out of it.. (within my means tat is.) boohoo!

Sianz. Not in e mood. and have to do more stuff. some ppl, I wont say who. makes me pissed. Yea, I'm easily pissed when I hav lots to do but little time and worse, those vasety ppl. I cant stand.

*todae's LC bday. happy bday to you~*

Where is Wonderland ?

So tired. but stil wana blog. haa.. One thing is coz I tok to pinko chan for v long. haa. We seldom tok tis long.

Suddenly tot of the past. lotsa stuff. frenz. sch. stuff i did. etc..."You hang on to nostalgia when you have no future" got tis fr somewher i cant rem.
Nice phrase huh...

Repeatedly listening to some tracks. It makes me a little sad. Haa.. I duno why. Muz be the music. pinko chan is rite.. life's tough. 人生は残酷ですね。It seems tat the older you grow, the tougher life gets.

Aniwaez, like to thnx you ppl who read and bother to leave a comment, most often, an encouraging one. (thanx freedom.. haha) Realized tat actuali ther are ppl there who are constantly caring for me! hehez.. So itz time for me to encourage ppl too.. erhem.. *grin* hmm.. when things aren't goin smooth for ya, can tink of the sianz stuff I have. Den mayb you feel beta? haha.. (wat kinda encouragement is tis..) Ha.. hope tat my frenz out tat are doin fine ba.. Take care those who are sick. Relac abit those who are OVER stressed. Rest more for those who are super occupied by all kinda activities. If you hav a prob, can tel mi. SO tat I can laf and gloat! haha... NO LA! I wher got so bad.. when you nid a listening ear. (i try)

super tired liaoz. gonna zzz.

Not a gd day. . .

Juz as I tot I've forgotten, I'm being reminded. *sigh* Sad to say, but tis kinda things often happen, rito?

Anyway.. At this wee hours of the day, I FINALLY managed to put up a song. *Satisfied* nice song ? One thing for sure..Mami likes it.

So tired. TOmo's another day to study. Hopefully it wun go to a waste. More projs upcoming. Exam nearing.

Privacy intruded . . .

I am pissed when my privacy is invaded. But I dun like to voice it out. Tat makes me even more frustated. For instance, I hate it when ppl claim that they wana admire my hp (yes, a gift from fren) and started looking at my stuff. Inbox, outbox, games, watsoever. To me, hp is a personal thing and thus get extremely irritated by such acts, unintentional or not.

ANiwae, despite the tough week and getting killed in both test, I manage to survive by --> retail therapy ? *grin* Bought some stuff wif pinko gerl for pinko chan. Wanted to buy sth for joan joan's bday too. but cant find sth tat suits her. Of coz, I bought sth for myself too., hahaha...

tatz all la. blog again.

Battle of Acc. . .

Cant seem to do anithing tat has gotta do wif nos. *frowned*
Tatz no pt in studying the bk coz each time the qn wil be 100Xs harder.
The test n ppl made me speechless. *Sigh* completely demoralized. -_-

Was kinda upset abt the test coz I reali studied hard and manage to study fin! To make matter worse, some extreme low EQ ppl wif their low EQ attacked me. The remaining 20% of my life immediately dropped to 10%.
If you wish to kill me now, here's how :

Said guy : hello! howz ur quiz ?
Me : huh.. die lor.. gonna fail.
Said guy : how can it be. yest you study until so wad liaoz..
Me : rEALi (was getting irritated)
Said guy : sure not. you study til so wad... ( SO wad?! extremely pissed)

Now, in a not too gd mood. Thus is blogging instead of studying. Mr Low-EQ managed to take away 3% of my life yest too. By askin how much I studied and if I was lying. For god sake!!! Lying abt how much I studied? If I had so much time, I wud have went to zzz instead! Said person is not even in my course, noe nuts abt wat I'm doing and yet . . . .*fume* Not tat I care la. Juz a waste of my time. He shud take up a mod on EQ and make it a core.

Was suppose to get some voucher to shop for sth I want tis wkend. Now, gone. was replaced wif another one which is of no value to me. THe bank wif the name starting wif same alpha as one of the fastfood chain is a cheaterbug la. -_- argh. peeved.

?!?

あの気持ちは解かる。

不安になる。

ああ。。。。あまり好きでわありませんでして。

助けて！！！！

miracle in progress 15%

Homesickness ?

Suddenly feel tat I missed home. Tatz the weird feeling I got at times in school. Yea, I nv like sch. I got the same feeling each time I got sick of doin things I dislike and when I tot of how wonderful it wud be to be a princess bac home.

*sigh* so much to do so little time. Eyes are painful. Brain is tired. Fatigueness.

Miracle - in progress : 9%

Something pleasant. . .

A tough wk indeed. Luckily, was rewarded with sth pleasant. Got a prezie!! But sad case is no more island kiss *frown* I guess so magic is gd enuf substitute ba.

Juz realise got a humongous bottle of natural honey shower gel at home. HOney?? hmm.. but smells okie la.

Nezt wk gonna be a battle. kill or get killed. i tink i wil get killed. lolx. but its okie. my jap sensei was killed lotsa time bfor finals. even went bonkers according to wad he told us.

Miracle wil be my motivation.

In progess. 5%

Serenity. . .

I wana break free...

From all the nonsense.. sch work. projs. asmt. exams. test. stress. pissed. frustration.

Wish I take a long break and go to a quiet place on earth. Where no one is there. Away from bustling cities. Contradiction : buden i nid place for retail therapy.

I tink I am on the verge of goin mad(!) haa.. no la. juz joking la. Juz sianz tatz all. sigh.. so many things on my mind.

Happy 21st Bday. . .

Sianz. Life is getting more n more sianz. Sch. Tut. Proj.Test. More Sianz stuff upcoming.

Todae is onisan's birthday. haha.. Happy Birthday!! Din get a prezie. But promise wil get one.. Sooner or later.. hehez.. if the plan work out. ho ho .. -bil mil-

Pissed vs Peace . . .

For some reasons. Freaking hate the feeling.

Leave me alone and stop bugging me. I need some peace.

Have been bz wif sch stuff. More projs upcoming. Sianz.