Di Er Tian Tang

Totally mesmerized. . .

2005-07-19T23:54:00.000+08:00

Whee~ I love JJ. JJ ! JJ! JJ! JJ!

tralalala.. in a gd mood todae. UP close!

JJ is damn talented! OMG! He is like superb! someone intro him to me can? or send me invites to his pte sessions can ? hahahahha...

I love JJ!

Monster attacks. . .

2005-07-05T21:38:00.000+08:00

woo~ have been some time since I last blog.

Aniwae.. dun copy and save my pics in your com without permission arh. I'll get piss. God got eyes to see! hahaha...

Met the HR monster agnes todae. sianz. -_- Damn fake. WHy all those working ppl muz lidat? Is this the real world? Only working at a stupid small company onli wad. Like wad joan said la. haha.. wadever lor.

Counting down to sch. haha. not as if I looking fwd. oh.. gotta feeling he got a modified mazda3s . haha. mayb not his. jus for ads. hurhur...
I wanna go equinox!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Bad luck day. . .

2005-06-26T21:04:00.000+08:00

I was surfing net todae when I got caught by my botak boss. -_-

I decided to switch it off since I'm quite bored with it already.

Den, decided to off it since I was bored already.

But.. Darn! Fell asleep and got caught by the HR Monster! -_-

It makes me wonder if staff nowadays got raeli gd pay tat even drives and motivate them to work 7 day per wk.

Aniwaez.. sch re-opening soon. Sianz. Hate sch. Tomo gotta go to reg subj.. Hope I get my lucky 3 day slot. If not all would go down the drain.
明天会会更好！！

Counting down to 27th June..

2005-06-23T02:00:00.000+08:00

it's tat time of the year again. Check schd. Plan plan plan. I freaking hate. Tis time round, all by myself. No pinko chan to help mi . No one to take same as me. Boohoo!!
Cant help saying I hate IT again. ggrrr...

I got into marketing stream .

Initial D. . .

2005-06-22T01:06:00.000+08:00

OMG!! Jay chou was just tis close..Also saw edison, shawn and 2 other old man.. duno who.. woohoo~!!

Yea... I went for the Initial D gala prem.!!!.. heh.. It's damn nice the show! (prob got the cast there too..) pls go watch!! But.. darn... No digi cam so din take any pics. -_- Anyhow.. it was a nice experience.

If there'z extra tix for any gala prem and nobody is goin.. PLS.. invite me!! wahaha.. I'll be a gd company. haha..

2005-06-11T22:06:00.000+08:00

Feeling quite shitty recently. (haa.. some ppl shud noe why) Quite sick of some stuff. Dun irritate me.

gnissip ends. . .

2005-06-10T17:48:00.000+08:00

No fakie. No Ozoc. Albeit the disappointment... got an Escada Rockin' Rio. Not too bad. =)

Sick of some stuff. Haven discuss fin yet.. haa.. will continue again .. Irritating ppl. Wana's dad passed away. Sigh.. Treasure life. Gonna have BB soon. Great.

JJ's up town tomo! haha.. good luck.

Pinko chan says I have cool hair.. hurhur.. Hurry come back la.. wanna go out tog leh.. haha.. Aniwae.. all the best la.. take care there ya...

My (not-so) new hairstyle. . .

2005-06-07T14:13:00.000+08:00

Todae I'm finally off! From the str 4 days. Haa.. Shiok. Yes, been talking abt my new hair. Now tat I have the time, will post the pic up.

Went for this hair show some time ago. The german hairdstylist was a pro. Or so they claimed. From Mujin or sth. I had to go for some sort of casting first which I wasn't inform of. Quite pissed actually coz if I wasn't chosen then it wud be a wasted trip.

He was quite a nice guys. Most of the ppl there cudn't understand english and I was quite proud to understand his slang-ed ang moh! Haha.. training from DUCK. wahahha.. stupid cheena m'sian gerls. get lost!

He selected the 6 of us and did a color on my ends that very day and on the actual day he cut my hair. It was a long wait. I was told to go in the morn at freaking 8.30am and waited till like 4 to my turn. -_- The makeup artiste turn up in at about 10 plus to slab heavy makeup on us. FREE also dunid lidat wad.. It was ugly! But we were told to it was to make it visible on stage. Wadever..

Here's a pic of me before the show.. Me and guilepig. Lolx.

My old goldie locks. . . hurhur. . .

On the very day, Michael dyed my hair. Using wad 3% and 6% stuff. . . He also demo a cut on me. . . They took videos and photo but a pity I din get a copy of that. . . I was kinda sleepy by the time it was my turn.. but stil manage to open my eyes on stage though... It was quite bad. There was jokes and stuff which I was trying real hard not to laff out loud. (given my easily amused self..) It wud reali look bad if I laff out..like unprofessional or sth...

Back to the studio where I waited for someone to wash my hair for me... Meanwhile 2 of the invited ppl came up and praised me!! Said I had nice bangles ! wahaha.. and asked me if they cud try on.

dyeing my hair. . .

After dyeing... they got some ppl to blow and style my hair for me. . .

jay and angel helping me blow dry.New look in the making. . .

And finally . . . *drumming*

the new oHiMe ~! haha.. ppl who saw me tat day said it look kinda gothic and retro.

tadah~ a new me. . .

Haha.. okie.. looks v diff from my old hair.. After that went back downstairs for photoshoot and reception. This new hair is even higher on maintenance than the previous.. Baah. I've been very lazy these days.. tat explain my messy hair now.

Tatz all, will blog again when mami's back...

Some random thots. . .

2005-06-05T11:45:00.000+08:00

Illegal Blogging. In ofc rite now. Some ppl are just so duh.

Caller 1 : Hi, I'm interested in the D***tour... yada yada... But is it going to rain later?

Me : *rolled eyes* Oh.. that I'm not too sure. But it's not raining at the moment. (in a very polite tone)

Caller 1 : Yes I noe. I can see that.

Me : ok. -_- (totally irritated)

Stupid customer ask stupid qn. Wan to noe the weather call the weather forecast hotline la.. Siaoz. Getting very bored and sianz of the job. Yest office staff came back to work. Madness. Onsters. Trying to act enthu in front of boss eh ?

And seriously, I hate ah nehs. There seemed to be some kind of communication prob whenever dealing wif neh pax. Bah. Call me racist wadever. Some juz tot they noe abit of (ok..quite a fair bit) english and tink they are some deal. NO BIG DEAL ok. Ang Moh I can also speak ok.

Can't wait to get broadband so I can surf 24/7 fast! Hopefully my lappie dun die down on me. Aniwae.. results are out. My sux. But Pass so I dun reali care. Waiting for spec results. It's the time of the year again. To reg subjects and timetable and screw things up. -_- I hate to do online admin stuff for sch. Boo!

Bah. . .

2005-06-02T12:18:00.000+08:00

Sianz..

Been sick. Vomit. Diarrhoea. SOre throat. Cough.

On a extremely irritable mood. So.. dun piss mi off!

Here's wad happened when Mami's nt home a day :

you get 10 Freaking Calls from the same person! --->> AH MA *rolled eyes* big matter small matter also muz call.

It's non-stop day til night call mind you. Okie.. perhaps not non stop. But it's very irritating esp if you are sick and wanna get rest and there's the phone ringing every now. BAHHHHHH.

Irresponsible and selfish ppl juz put me off. I'm usually bochup. But not when it has got impact on me. -_-

Gonna get broadband real soon. Coz the laopok com at home finally died down.

computer woe. . .

2005-05-25T13:34:00.000+08:00

Stil having dialup. cant use msn. -_- Feeling sick and tired. Ry is back!! hehez.. I wana change to BROADBAND!!! boohoo... results will be out soon.. anticipating...

Just some random thots. . .

2005-05-13T10:02:00.000+08:00

A filthy society. Dirts.

hmm.. started to have second thots abt the hair thingy. wad if it turn out badly ? Haiz.. too late i guess. those who missed my current hairstyle.. too bad.. tink will have to cut if off le.. haha. Hope i wun scare my tuition kid away.

Looking for job... xiaoxin oredi found. hmph..

shit. i juz told a lie. abt not having a blog. argh . . duno when my results will be out. i nid retail therapy. Yes, again. Boohoo! Tired. Easily irritable. -_-

My work place becoming more and more shitty. I hope everyday is a rainy day. Rain come !!!

Yahoa~

2005-05-11T19:47:00.000+08:00

if you tink I've gone missing, you're only half rite. Haa... I'm still contactable.

Been occupied with work and goin out. Broke. -_- JJ got nice songs. hehez... I love all his song. Kinda sad.

Aniwae.. kinda scary the work stuff. The duckie place is no longer as fun with cctv watching over you and pple doin spot checks etc.. breathing down your neck.

Oh yar.. pinko chan went US to work. haha.. 頑張ってください！！ Looking fwd to ry's return too. hehez.. And.. nezt wk.. I'm gonna do my hair. Took me some effort k. To change DRO duties. But i tink it's coz I've been doing good stuff .. time to get some good karma.

Tat's all for now. .

Finally left. . .

2005-05-01T21:43:00.000+08:00

Muz thank Andrew! hehez. Super tired after work. Haiz.. tired.

From this very moment. . .

2005-04-30T21:34:00.000+08:00

I'm free. Yar.. a little upset todae. *shrug* who cares. Gonna start working tomo. part time tat is. same old place. Gonna move too. With Andrew's help. phew. lucky.

Only 25% . . .

2005-04-28T07:07:00.000+08:00

I am blogging now not bcoz I've juz woken up. NO!!! I din zzz for yest! okie.. maybe I did took nap. -_-

Am I mad? Yes, w/o doubt. I cant fin my stats!

Argh.. sick. lotsa tots. hard to blog. wil blog again.

Died at FM. . .

2005-04-27T13:25:00.000+08:00

I lose. Boohoo~!

I dun wana pack!! dun wana pack !! dun wana pack!!

Boohoo`!

Why cant npv becomes mvp, ytc become yjc? Boooooo!!!

t.i.r.e.d.

2005-04-25T18:00:00.000+08:00

I zzz at 6am todae~! super tired. =( And I haven fin wif watz to be done yet.. argh..

pls .. god send mi angelsssss!!!

Everyone falls. . .

2005-04-22T03:54:00.000+08:00

I am freaking tired!!!!!! It's now almost 4am and I juz woke up from my nap.Almost have to force open my eyes. And I have more readings to do. Only 4/26 done. Argh... s

Allow me to introduce tis person who live near my hall. I dare say he is the most handsome guy I've seen in sch. He looked like one of those taiwanese in those Ou Xiang Ju (drama serial) I swear! Todae I saw him and he totally lost his image in front of mi. *evil lafter* He slipped and fell! Haiz.. too bAD. Well, everyone falls and gets up. haha.. Nvmz.. We duno each other aniwaez though we meet ever so often. haha.

Haiz.. goin back to bks. Someone ... pls save meeeeee. -_- Oh yar.. changed the music. hhaha.. remind me of dbl score.

3 down 2 more to go. . .

2005-04-20T13:32:00.000+08:00

While acctg is a piece of cake to some, it's a piece of shit to me! Boohoo~! i hate acctg and i screwed it up when it's a (according to wat ppl say) not-as-hard-as-expected kinda paper. No use complaining now. I noe I put in enuff. Just blame it on the genes. I'm nv gd at calculations. haha.. Duh.. Yea. and for the rest of the math papers.

I tink I can be a mascot. of Zombie. -_- Becoming more and more ugly. hrmp... And I feel like changing my hairstyle again. gotta go to a reliable hair stylist. haha.. no.. not so fast. must let ry see my current one first. haha.. kinda messy though. super hard to mange. I did my best though.

Suddenly admire ppl who write well. haha.. I tink I am too shallow. Maybe I shud read more. Mayb not! (too lazy.) Yea.. back to reading my textbks. Wil blog again.

Wat will you do. . .

2005-04-19T01:33:00.000+08:00

Why am I alweaz tinking abt history. I shud hav known beta. Sigh... I wudn't say I hadnt change one bit. And I know things will nv be the same. Yes, since then. nv been the same.

One more day to study for acctg. Will try my best. Just hope to pass. tatz all. haiz..

Boring wkend. . .

2005-04-17T17:10:00.000+08:00

Sick of studying. -_-
Torture. Torture. Torture.
I wana go on a shopping spreeeee !!!
Already had my top ten list in my mind. haa. Bit duh.

Round 2 Fighto!

2005-04-14T12:25:00.000+08:00

Cleared OB. Wudnt say it's fantastic. Juz tat I've realise the fact tat lower expectation brings more happiness. watever. Basically, I dun understand a thing I wrote for OB (as usual) and I dun even noe wher to get the materials to write. Merely wrote crap and those miserably few concept I could find. Worse stil, wrote point form as ther's simply no time to complete. Been tru the worst --> legendary BIZ LAW. I can NEVA forget how traumatising it was. So to me, nth could be worse.

Jux hope I can get a C. Well, if property choose to show how much he likes me, I dun mind a B for said quality of work. tsk...

Now, had to concentrate on the dreadful stuff... more upcoming struggles. -_- boohoo!!

First battle. . .

2005-04-13T16:42:00.000+08:00

had Jap todae. Oh my.. I din noe it'll be so diff. I prob din study enuf. Shit. Ther goes my gd grade. *sigh*

One down. Four more to go.

stil surviving...

Angels pls bless me.

Caught in tat vicious cycle. . .

2005-04-12T14:53:00.000+08:00

haiz... it's the time of the sem again. E.X.A.M !!! Not only a hectic but torturous cum depressing yet muz go tru period. boohoo~!

Classic : " 人为什么要读书？" *frown*

I am caught in the vicious (did i spell tat correctly? hmm..) cycle of study.

study --> sianzness --> procastinate --> more sianzness --> study --> and the cycle goes on and on and on...

argh.. 1001 things I wanna get and do aft exam.. cant wait. reali cant wait. Sigh ..

To those who are suffering in army.. be it tekong camp or dirty hands GANBATTE~! Nth can be worse than the vicious cycle of study. (well, then again, maybe not. ) To those who are caught in the vicious cycle like ME, haiz.. Good Luck. watch more of kimura takuya show.

haiz.. sianzzz

Cute Eusha. . .

2005-04-07T14:25:00.000+08:00

Here's a pic of the legendary dolly doggie :

TADA!!!

eusha

okie.. well, Eusha is JJ's dog. hehez..

Aniwae, had our presentation todae. -_- As usual, my grp is like the only grp wif least grp member. Hac. Juz wana get on wif it and carry on wif life. I tot ours is kinda interesting. But property doesn't like it. Traditional old man. *rolled eyes*

Ok.. gotta gear up liaoz. Oral tomo. Hope all goes well. Need a mouth ! tat can blabber jap like merdusa can wif ang mo. whahah. I cant stand her!

Dear all, all the best for wadever u are doing. take loadsa care.

Killer week. . .

2005-04-06T20:49:00.000+08:00

A tiring day. Well, had listening. Thot it's pretty ok. Luckily I studied. But tink got a few qn got wrong. Other than tat I'm ok.

I am sick of OB. Be it proj or groupmates. Highly inefficient. Not all though.

The worst has yet to come. Be prepared.

Todae's ry's birthday. Happy Birthday to you ! Though can't celebrate. Hope you are doin fine. Take care!

Oh yar.. hope I will get the deal. *suspense* If I got it, will blog again.

They're juz crap. . .

2005-04-05T00:00:00.000+08:00

NATO. cant stand tis kinda person. Big canon. -_-

Boaster. Blahing all abt tis and tat trying to make mi envy eh? *shrug* Dun pull connection la. U tink it's frenster eh? Mayb, itz juz normal to wan to assoc oneself wif someone of high popularity. Human nature I guess. But tat does'nt impress me. It all juz appear to be a NATO stunt unless you proven me wrong.

well, to those who have been failing stuff you tink you shud hav done betta, shikatta nai. juz hav to work harder ba i guess. Nezt time round. And do rem to pray. (haa.. yea.. I'm into it recently)

super high tension mode. Listening n Oral tis wk. Good Luck!

Hell week. . .

2005-03-31T03:12:00.000+08:00

damn tired. long day. had acc presentation. one proj down. more test and proj upcoming. feel drained.

is into buddhism now. not reali into. trying to be a betta person. had the tot of converting one day while goin to sch. felt as if sth / some forces has been pushing the idea to me. weird feeling. haa.

yes, stil is tired. tomo long day. loadsto write. but no braincell.

Ohya.. seems like ANONYMOUS has not surface yet. tsk.. like wad ry says, " where got ppl say bad stuff stil dare to put name one.." FOrget it den. It'z just ur pea-sized opinion. If u're not happy wif it, u can email me, start a nanti-diertiantang blog watsoever, go on strike or ani other silly stuff since u have soooo much time. (unlike me, poor me..) haa..

so, let me emphasis. This, diertiantang, is my blog. Not happy dun read. I've no time for such crap. And yes, I'm gonna complaint abt stuff again. It's juz part of me. Too bad. period.

zzzzz mode.

We tot we noe.. but very often, we dont. . .

2005-03-29T00:57:00.000+08:00

Junon juz told me abt earthquake!! hhaha.. Singapore oso have arh ? tsk.. Seems like my 4 yrs of geog has reali gone to drain or seep thru duno wher... haha

Oh my god. I have a hate fan from now. All bcoz of my previous entry.

Check out wat was written below by ANONYMOUS :

At 10:39 AM, Anonymous said…
You keep complaining about other people but how about you? I just cannot stand the way you complain and complain like the whole world owes you one.And some actions and thoughs of yours were mean. How could you ever curse people around you? I really cannot stand you from now! (I HATE YOU!!! <--- i added it myself)

hmm.. wat can I say ? Dear frenz, am I wrong to complaint abt my life ? things arnd me ? I m not a perfect person. I m sure ppl do get pissed rite?! I cant be a 10/10 angel all the time. Of coz, I will try my best to be kind oHiMe. *smile* but.. I'm sure tatz a time when itz juz a not-ur-day kinda day..

The classic : Nowadayz, wanna be oHiMe very difficult.. hehez.

Pinko chan is rite. Yes, said ANONYMOUS , would you like to leave your name too ? Not to get back at the stuff said, but wud like to noe who you are. Bcoz I believe you must have been someone whom I treasure our frenship.

tatz all. will blog again.

Drowning. . .

2005-03-26T23:10:00.000+08:00

in a pool of shit. -_-

your truly seriously hate math. I will do anithing to get out of it.. (within my means tat is.) boohoo!

Sianz. Not in e mood. and have to do more stuff. some ppl, I wont say who. makes me pissed. Yea, I'm easily pissed when I hav lots to do but little time and worse, those vasety ppl. I cant stand.

*todae's LC bday. happy bday to you~*

Where is Wonderland ?

2005-03-23T03:09:00.000+08:00

So tired. but stil wana blog. haa.. One thing is coz I tok to pinko chan for v long. haa. We seldom tok tis long.

Suddenly tot of the past. lotsa stuff. frenz. sch. stuff i did. etc..."You hang on to nostalgia when you have no future" got tis fr somewher i cant rem.
Nice phrase huh...

Repeatedly listening to some tracks. It makes me a little sad. Haa.. I duno why. Muz be the music. pinko chan is rite.. life's tough. 人生は残酷ですね。It seems tat the older you grow, the tougher life gets.

Aniwaez, like to thnx you ppl who read and bother to leave a comment, most often, an encouraging one. (thanx freedom.. haha) Realized tat actuali ther are ppl there who are constantly caring for me! hehez.. So itz time for me to encourage ppl too.. erhem.. *grin* hmm.. when things aren't goin smooth for ya, can tink of the sianz stuff I have. Den mayb you feel beta? haha.. (wat kinda encouragement is tis..) Ha.. hope tat my frenz out tat are doin fine ba.. Take care those who are sick. Relac abit those who are OVER stressed. Rest more for those who are super occupied by all kinda activities. If you hav a prob, can tel mi. SO tat I can laf and gloat! haha... NO LA! I wher got so bad.. when you nid a listening ear. (i try)

super tired liaoz. gonna zzz.

Not a gd day. . .

2005-03-22T04:05:00.000+08:00

Juz as I tot I've forgotten, I'm being reminded. *sigh* Sad to say, but tis kinda things often happen, rito?

Anyway.. At this wee hours of the day, I FINALLY managed to put up a song. *Satisfied* nice song ? One thing for sure..Mami likes it.

So tired. TOmo's another day to study. Hopefully it wun go to a waste. More projs upcoming. Exam nearing.

Privacy intruded . . .

2005-03-20T23:16:00.000+08:00

I am pissed when my privacy is invaded. But I dun like to voice it out. Tat makes me even more frustated. For instance, I hate it when ppl claim that they wana admire my hp (yes, a gift from fren) and started looking at my stuff. Inbox, outbox, games, watsoever. To me, hp is a personal thing and thus get extremely irritated by such acts, unintentional or not.

ANiwae, despite the tough week and getting killed in both test, I manage to survive by --> retail therapy ? *grin* Bought some stuff wif pinko gerl for pinko chan. Wanted to buy sth for joan joan's bday too. but cant find sth tat suits her. Of coz, I bought sth for myself too., hahaha...

tatz all la. blog again.

Battle of Acc. . .

2005-03-17T20:30:00.000+08:00

Cant seem to do anithing tat has gotta do wif nos. *frowned*
Tatz no pt in studying the bk coz each time the qn wil be 100Xs harder.
The test n ppl made me speechless. *Sigh* completely demoralized. -_-

Was kinda upset abt the test coz I reali studied hard and manage to study fin! To make matter worse, some extreme low EQ ppl wif their low EQ attacked me. The remaining 20% of my life immediately dropped to 10%.
If you wish to kill me now, here's how :

Said guy : hello! howz ur quiz ?
Me : huh.. die lor.. gonna fail.
Said guy : how can it be. yest you study until so wad liaoz..
Me : rEALi (was getting irritated)
Said guy : sure not. you study til so wad... ( SO wad?! extremely pissed)

Now, in a not too gd mood. Thus is blogging instead of studying. Mr Low-EQ managed to take away 3% of my life yest too. By askin how much I studied and if I was lying. For god sake!!! Lying abt how much I studied? If I had so much time, I wud have went to zzz instead! Said person is not even in my course, noe nuts abt wat I'm doing and yet . . . .*fume* Not tat I care la. Juz a waste of my time. He shud take up a mod on EQ and make it a core.

Was suppose to get some voucher to shop for sth I want tis wkend. Now, gone. was replaced wif another one which is of no value to me. THe bank wif the name starting wif same alpha as one of the fastfood chain is a cheaterbug la. -_- argh. peeved.

?!?

2005-03-16T18:41:00.000+08:00

あの気持ちは解かる。

不安になる。

ああ。。。。あまり好きでわありませんでして。

助けて！！！！

miracle in progress 15%

Homesickness ?

2005-03-15T01:37:00.000+08:00

Suddenly feel tat I missed home. Tatz the weird feeling I got at times in school. Yea, I nv like sch. I got the same feeling each time I got sick of doin things I dislike and when I tot of how wonderful it wud be to be a princess bac home.

*sigh* so much to do so little time. Eyes are painful. Brain is tired. Fatigueness.

Miracle - in progress : 9%

Something pleasant. . .

2005-03-12T18:02:00.000+08:00

A tough wk indeed. Luckily, was rewarded with sth pleasant. Got a prezie!! But sad case is no more island kiss *frown* I guess so magic is gd enuf substitute ba.

Juz realise got a humongous bottle of natural honey shower gel at home. HOney?? hmm.. but smells okie la.

Nezt wk gonna be a battle. kill or get killed. i tink i wil get killed. lolx. but its okie. my jap sensei was killed lotsa time bfor finals. even went bonkers according to wad he told us.

Miracle wil be my motivation.

In progess. 5%

Serenity. . .

2005-03-08T22:45:00.000+08:00

I wana break free...

From all the nonsense.. sch work. projs. asmt. exams. test. stress. pissed. frustration.

Wish I take a long break and go to a quiet place on earth. Where no one is there. Away from bustling cities. Contradiction : buden i nid place for retail therapy.

I tink I am on the verge of goin mad(!) haa.. no la. juz joking la. Juz sianz tatz all. sigh.. so many things on my mind.

Happy 21st Bday. . .

2005-03-06T22:15:00.000+08:00

Sianz. Life is getting more n more sianz. Sch. Tut. Proj.Test. More Sianz stuff upcoming.

Todae is onisan's birthday. haha.. Happy Birthday!! Din get a prezie. But promise wil get one.. Sooner or later.. hehez.. if the plan work out. ho ho .. -bil mil-

Pissed vs Peace . . .

2005-03-03T22:14:00.000+08:00

For some reasons. Freaking hate the feeling.

Leave me alone and stop bugging me. I need some peace.

Have been bz wif sch stuff. More projs upcoming. Sianz.

Lotsa undone work. . .

2005-02-25T21:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. it's been some time since I last blog. Recess gonna end soon. Stil have loadsa work to do. Sianz. Haiz..

Went for shopping todae. Din reali buy big stuff. But retail therapy works! As usual. Haa..

Gonna do my OB soon. 4 page again.

I love Paris lovers!

Test X 3

2005-02-17T02:11:00.000+08:00

SIaNZ is the only word. Nth but sianzness. 3 test consecutively. Haiz.

Acc is gone. tomo's Fm shud be gone also. Fri is the day. Jap test. Itz not as ez as u tink ok. Haiz. sianz.

Wil blog again.

Swayness 9,000,000

2005-02-13T11:30:00.000+08:00

Sway to the max. My precious keychain broke. Metal also can break one meh? Sianz.

There muz be a xiao ren cursing me! And I noe who.. The one who upset MY CNY.. and MY FAMILY's! She is none other than my Da Yi Ma's ridiculous and bitchy daughter! She is the altimate petty old hag of the year.

It started off wif me being pissed off wif her monkey-ed children who is goddamn notty, rude and absolutely no sense of shame. 1000Xs the power of my crazy cousin aka kiam par. Seeing tat they are so "spontaneous" I decided to play a joke on them. AND I ream mean JOKE, nothing else.

But guess wad? Tat bitch got damn angry. And she alone being angry is not enuf. She HAS to spoil MY cny. (as well as my Family's) By calling to my Ah ma house to scold me, my mami and my aunt (the innocent) BAh.

Aniwae, the details of the joke, I may post it up again. May not also coz it's so stupid. I shall let you guys see how STUPID and brainless is tat cousin of mine. She is not a BIMBO cox she got no looks k. Brainless old hag.

The joke now become the hottest CNY topic 2005. And thanx to tat, I've become the CNY ICON of 2005. Shit her la. A joke now turned up to be a family feud. Stupid and downright silly some ppl can be.

Haiz.. spoil my mood again. Sianz.

I am cursed. . .

2005-02-10T03:57:00.000+08:00

I can't help but feel ther is a nid for me a blog todae. Even if it's reali late and I'm reali tired... I am reali sway tis yr. I hate chicken yr! Boohoo~!

Sigh.. even my blog got error and the previous entry was deleted. A few things happened todae which made CNY not very merry. I am tired of it. I dun understand why the unreasonable ppl alwaez manage to win an argument. I dun understand why ther are so many devils but angels are endanger-ing.

I read my horoscope from various source. YES, I'm reali down on my luck tis chicken year. Everything I do, I'll be bombarded wif obstacles. Thus, urs truly is upset. I aint saying this w/o any proof. It's reali not my yr tis 2005.

Would you stand by me and believe in mi alwaez? No matter wad? Wud you be on my side even if everyone else's thing I'm in the wrong? Sigh...

Pre CNY dinner . . .

2005-02-07T01:32:00.000+08:00

Juz had a sorta reunion kinda dinner with some ppl not too close wif oHiMe. Dun like tat kinda feeling. Fake. Hack liaoz lo.

I had a moment of shock yest.

Aniwae.. gtg do hw le. sianz. i hate math related subj. Sianzz.

When psychic gets too psychic. . .

2005-02-04T21:17:00.000+08:00

OMG.. certain things u can call coincidence.. but some things when it happens too many times.. u juz have to believe it's psychic power.

Haa.. psychically, (if accidentally = by accident, psychically = by psychic power) both me and おきし lost sms and fell sick. Reali v psychic.

Aniwae, I juz canot stand NATO ppl. In case you duno, NATO = No Action, Tok Only. Haiz.. some days ago, when I was struggling with my work, some kind soul attempted to help. Said person acted very helpful and concern abt it (since I was not feeling well already) Halfway, said person went MIA and two days later back again to say he reali did the stuff but fell asleep. THANKS arh. But tis is an excuse too lame. Far too lame. I noe said person is not obliged to help me but I juz canot stand his NATO style. I shud have known beta not to listen to his NATO talks and do it myself conscienciously. Aniwae, thanks to ANdrew who reali helped me type out the whole conclusion. Haa.. and of coz.. my best fren in NTU.. greenie.. hahaha..

Haiz.. gtg le.. CNY will be a tough wk. and the wk aft next.... Sianz.. blog again. C ya...

Happy New Yr everyone !!! Have a nice hols and ... COLLECT more Ang Baos !! haha...

Sick oHiMe. . .

2005-02-03T22:30:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. some said it's due to fatigue. some said due to over-saddening. I duno. Sick now. Sianz.

Blue. . .

2005-01-30T21:35:00.000+08:00

dejected, depressed, despondent, disconsolate, dismal, dispirited, down-hearted, downcast, fed up, gloomy, glum, low, melancholy, moody, unhappy, woebegone

Hp gone. Bag gone. More scolding.

Why is there bad guys in this world. . .

2005-01-30T01:21:00.000+08:00

Sad. I got Karma. My nice mambo bag got slit. My mermaid phone was pickpocketed. My sms and contacts gone. Kerna scolding from parents. *sigh*

I've tried my best. . .

2005-01-26T14:12:00.000+08:00

I've done my best le. Todae's acc test is reali hard. -_-

Heard of another two-timing creep again. *sigh* Gerls, BEWARE !!
Looks can deceive!!

Seems like there's no good news of late. haiz...

Dislikes to be wronged. . .

2005-01-25T20:56:00.000+08:00

Hate the feeling of being wronged. Not even given a chance to explain. I was once being accused of doing sth I did not. The feeling is reali awful plus you get one less fren, one more foe. Words spread and you are the baddie. When you did nth at all. *sigh*

Aniwaez.. juz to sidetrack. Had tis mutual fren. Broke up wif bf aft 2 wks. Wat is tis ?? Not trying to condemn or wad. In fact, I am in no position to say anithing. It juz set me tinking abt some stuff though. On one hand, lp sis got so upset coz of the broken 10 yr r/s. On the other hand, Agl broke up wif bf and couldn't seem to care. Haiz.. matters of the heart...

Having test tomo. Sianz. Angel bless.

Where is the love . . .

2005-01-20T18:57:00.000+08:00

Last day of sch for todae. (thanx to those mudskippers' ny) Wed had stats and I ain't aware of it. *sianz-ed* Den had Jap. Tis wk kinda hectic...Din manage to study wad I wanted. Simply too tired. -_-

Rejected a job wif pretty gd remuneration. (I wud say) Fig out o/c's greater. Wasted. I'm gonna study hard tis sem. Serious. But duno can make it not. Dun seem to be working at the moment.

Aniwaez.. juz feel tat life is so unpredictable. Feel kinda sad abt it. Wondering how fragile r/s is. 1yr. 2yrs. 10yrs. *sigh* Why isit lidat? Hmm.. I tink onli the involved wil noe ba.. We are juz 局外人.. take care and everything wil be fine (aft some time)

Juz another week.

2005-01-16T22:40:00.000+08:00

Having been blogging much these days. Kinda lazy. Seen most of my classmates. Nothing much. Nothing interesting. Juz dislike those onsters one of whom is an ah neh (merdusa I call her)

Went out over the wkend. Quite enjoyable. Hehez. Aniwae, tis sem gonna be bz wif upcoming test and jap spelling everywk. *sianz-ed* Will try to blog again. Nth much to write for now..

Start of the 2nd wk. . .

2005-01-10T22:30:00.000+08:00

Back in hall AGAIN! How wonderful can it get? -_- Was raining even when I left house. Luckily Andrew send mi back. haha.. he seemed quite zai.

Packing stuff, boiling water (again?!), washing clothes, hanging clothes, keeping stuff and sterilizing stuff took me at least 2 hrs no less! Sianz~ I will definitely not missed my hostel life ! (not tis part at least) haha

Okie.. got jap spelling tis wed..(I bet more up and coming on fri..) and Finance Mgm test on thurs. Wish me luck! Looking forward to do my jap homework now.. Though I got no time for it NOW.

Aniwae.. to those who have probs regarding family.. all I can say is it's beta to leave things to the adults. I mean, some stuff are juz beyond our control. However, we can try to do our part by taking care of ourself and creating less havoc for them to worry? haha... I duno. Guess tatz the best advice I can give.. Not sure if it applies though.. Do take care. May angel bless ~

My First Week . . .

2005-01-09T21:55:00.000+08:00

It's been a week since sch started. Okishi visited me tis wk and brought me some food. *arigatou* hehez. Aniwaez, attended my japanese class. It's kinda tough I would say. Not as simple as I thought and everyone inside seemed like some kinda proster. But it's my faverito subj so I will try my best.

Though it's only wk 1, I have oredi concluded - I Hate FM, Stats, Acc. The sem class is the worst! OMG.. it's obvious some ppl are proster, yet they still act as if they knew nothing. Most of the qn raised in sem were like aliens to me. I bet those guys had read at least 2 chp ahead no less!

*sigh* Well, at least I have pinko chan wif me.. MH's gf is in my sem too ? haha.. wat a concidence. Juz back from work and immd. saw JJ on tv. COOL~ I Love JJ ! Yippie~

More updates when I'm free.

Back to hostel . . .

2005-01-03T22:59:00.000+08:00

I'm back to my hostel again. The ever so ulu hall 10! Loadsa dirt and dust coz I haven been back cleaning. And you will nv noe how much water I boiled. To sterilize my stuff and for consumption. Spend like an hr doin it.

Sianz ~ is the only word to describe how I feel now. *sigh* WHY? why muz human study ? 1/2 yr passed and I still haven fig tat out. (guess I nv will)

Tomo will be the first day of sch. Wonder if I will meet someone I noe.. I hate to have no frenz ! Boohoo~!

Fun at work. . .

2005-01-03T01:44:00.000+08:00

Went to work todae. AGAIN. yar.. the last day before sch starts. *sianz* I Hate Sch! boo! It was fun working today. Reali laf like mad. Jordan is super farnie todae. haha...Make fun of the "fully sheltered {-}" craft and "non-fully sheltered - he" hippo.

At animal farm we (or rather me..) made fun of the ah nehs with "ducktour" and "hippotour" haha.. Okishi shud be there wif us todae.. so fun. haha..

Haiz.. I'm goin back to school le... sianz... Will my angel be here??

On the first day of 2005. . .

2005-01-01T16:06:00.000+08:00

On the first day of the new year, I had to start my day with tuition. How wonderful. Boo!

Haa.. woke up early this morning and saw my cousin's bf. Yes, he's staying over at my place now. Asked me what I did on my New Year's Eve and I sounded like a loser. Tsk.. Yea.. I stayed home like a goody-2-shoes. My cousin had betta fate. Went to esplanade but since fireworks was off (okishi say coz they knew I wasn't gonna meet him.. like Real! haha) he decided to bring my cousin for GALA dinner at Fullerton.. How nice. *waiting for my turn to go equinox* -_-

Bro went countdown I guess and my Mami ask me where he is! As if I will know why he din return and where on earth he is! Was late for tuition again. All bcoz I have to wait till my said bf of my cousin to wake up and offer him breakfast? *ridiculous* But he is quite a nice person la and since I kinda like said cousin.. ok lah~!

Aniwae.. sch's starting soon. *sianz* I almost forgot how to log into Edventure, my sch network to print my notes and so on. Heard tat I can use Eswap.. (feel like slapping the IT idiot me) Argh.. someone pls help~! Or mayb.. I shud juz leave it as it is..

2004 full stop.

2004-12-31T19:26:00.000+08:00

Today, marks the end of 2004. An end to this yr, and the start of a brand new yr. What have I achieved for the past few mths? *ponder* nth much actually.. Entered Uni successfully wif my not tat fantastic (but I’m quite contented) results and started working during my vacation.

Took up various kind of jobs and stuck at DUCK the longest. (not complaining) Every job I took up taught me new stuff. But the DUCkies taught me the most. Probably it’s due to me staying there longest. But it was there where I enjoyed myself the most. (Despite those long and whinny complaint sessions) My fave are Surinaa, Okishi, Karrin, Joan and so on.

It was tough time during the pre-uni (Sch) days. Haa.. All sortsa stupid tots filled my mind. Er.. actually now also. I hate to have no friends. Now, goin to Sem2 already. I have the same tots again. NO FRIENDS! Boohoo~! Hate sch. Hate hostel. But at least, I still have MSN tat amazingly gets me connected to ppl away from my sua deng (ulu) hostel where I can complaint non-stop 24/7 with fast internet connection!

I also had a bf. All I can say is I enjoyed the times when we were tog ba.. Took some time to adapt to sch and hostel. From no friends to having a small grp of frens. I was thankful..Den, it was exam again. I must admit tat I din worked hard but I am very lucky. Managed to pull through my exams v(*_*)v Oh yar, also been to JJ’s autograph session and managed to attract his attention *smile* Even if it’s for a second or two it’s WORTH it!

Sigh.. coming to 2005, I am another yr older! Shit man… I dun wanna grow up and see the dark sides of reality. Boo! I’m still in search of my Di Er Tian Tang. Haha..

MVP. . .

2004-12-30T01:15:00.000+08:00

Wah!! Going to 2005 soon. Time reali flies!! Went shopping todae. *smile* Recently had quite a few i-luv-myself treat again.. Coz I tot I worked a few more days. Aniwae it's sale. So it's worth it. Haha.. *sigh* Juz treat as a back-to-sch prezie to me ba..Hate sch.

Aniwae, I have been watch MVP 情人. OMG! It's a nice show man. I tink I will never ever get sick of watching it lor.. Haha.. 太子 is ever so romantic! 天底下没有我太子办不到的事..is his fav line. lolx. I purposely wake up to watch the show one k. haha.. NICE～！

Will blog again.

ENERGYless

2004-12-26T01:00:00.000+08:00

Oh man... kinda tired these days... ENERGYless *hint* haha...

Well, got a few prezie.. tat makes mi kinda happy. haha.. prezie alwaez make mi happy be it small or big.. even a carton of choco milk or a choco bar or ice cream.. haha...

okie.. i got e following xmas prezies :

flowers.
cards
xmas deco stuff
choco
book (got bil mil inside i heard)
shower gel (not tat i stink)
cute ayupan organiser
car plate thingy (though i got no car)
bangle

haiz.. time flies. xmas is a significant day i guess. Marks an end of a yr.. 2004 coming to an end soon le.. hmm.. shall blog abt my year again. Tired.. been working..

IT woes. . .

2004-12-21T15:53:00.000+08:00

My horoscope :

It may be hard for you to find the exact direction you are looking for today, MS. It could be that there is a strong force urging you to slow down and be more practical with your energy. This may not exactly be the advice you want to hear, but it probably is the exact advice you need to follow. Remember that regardless of how much you'd like to think so, the world doesn't revolve around you.

Argh.. feeling peeved. I hate IT! Hate doing those reg stuff. Spent more than 5 freaking hrs (mayb days!!) -_- Cant seem to get thingz I want.
*sigh* Not in da mood.

The one abt studies and grades. . .

2004-12-20T17:34:00.000+08:00

yahoa~ back to my blogging.. Haven been blogging of late. Kinda bz wif stuff... Like wad?? (in case some kpos wana noe.. tsk..) WORK. WORK. and shopping!!! hehez.. But u shud notice.. work is twice as much mentioned above.. meanz I work more than I shop!

Heaven has been kind to me. I hav passed all my subj!! Wohoo~! But I'm kinda pissed wif some ppl. Like who ?? (answering to those kpos again..)
Like those nosey aunties of my who has been comparing my grades wif other cousins in NTU! Bah. -_- Mami said tat they are doin it out of concern. Thanks but no thanx!

I hate ppl who continuously asked me for my results! If I do well (by chance) they go "wah.. so smart.. haiya.. I noe you can one la.." BUT WAT IF I DUN ??? they go "wah.. uni tat hard arh? nvm la.. stil got chance to catch up ..blah blah ..(and those shit) . .. Stop bugging me and making me feel stress. I am stressed enuff.. Ok.. but for those who reali do care.. thanx.. but I wil choose to tel u when I feel like it. (haha.. dun get me wrong. I'm not attitude)

Den again.. mayb someone *psychic* is rite. It may be a matter of who is asking. If someone u like ask u, u prob wun feel peeved wif it. (like JJ ? haha) Hmm.. or mayb the way they ask... Duno...

From wat I gather.. ppl are doin quite well, which means.. my pressumed not bad grades of mine is now reali not bad. (as in not so bad but NOT good either) Sianz.. But itz okie.. I'm contented wif my grades for the amt of time and effort I had and put-ed in. Sometimez I cant help feeling it's ry's and mine dog-poo-luck tat let me pass.. Coz why ?? I have been talkin to her all these while.. haha.. and ..

PLS GO TO :www.guanyinma.com when you are having exams ok?!! It reali works wonder! *er mi tuo fo* hehez.. I tink I shud visit the site later, to thank guan yin ma for blessing.

Also, thankie all frenz out there who stick wif mi tru thicks n thin. Constantly encouraging and praying for me during the hard times.

Kinda frustrating when doin my timetable thingy.. HELP~!! (if there is reali sum1 who does noe anithing abt it !) Seriously, I hate doin online stuff coz I'm nv gd at it. (except for msn?) Rem few mths ago I'm struggling wif my NTU application? Yea.. tat explains everything.

Aniwaez.. tink tatz all for todae. Enuff of crapx. I wanna see ENERGY.
I wanna see energy.. I wanna see energy.. hehez...

Hectic. . .

2004-12-13T14:54:00.000+08:00

Yahoa~ it has been some time since I last blog-ed. haha.. Sianz. Has been working and goin out. Today, finaly can rest at home le. Yay!! Btw.. juz bot a Adidas bag.. hehez.. not juz la.. few days ago. (but only dare to declare it now tat ry agreed-ed) tsk..

Got my timetable. Sianz -_- Diff fr pinko and frenz. argh.. Meanz I got no frenz. Meanz I nid to make new frenz. I hate to make new frenz..(may sound irony) The subjs I am taking is reali s.h.i.t. Tink I'll juz die in my second sem. boohoo~!

Went for guitar outing yest..Eat and pooling. haha.. Eugene is very blur. Ming ming standing outside Wisma can tel me he is outside Paragon. Very funny.. tsk..Make us walk one big round to look for him. Din do much stuff but hope they dun mind la. haha.. den went to work liaoz.

Got a newz fr ppl tat John Lim (jc pe teacher) died wif wife in car crash when honeymooning. Poor thing. Haiz.. life's unpredictable...

On foot since 1230

2004-12-08T19:27:00.000+08:00

yahoa~ todaE actuali can eat breakfast at BK but .... haiz.. nvm.. shalln't go any further...sianz.

Juz return back after a whole day (or rather, aftn) of walk. haha.. Ate ban mien todae.. I bet ry is missing it like mad. tsk... Meet up wif tis fren of mine I haven seen for some time and catch up quite alot. Both of us stil tink life last time is beta.. Now, it simply sux. Took some pics... shall post it when I got the pic..I'm gonna get another board to put pic. Guest, in future, can take pic wif mi when visiting me! haha... (can bring mi food, flower, prezie also.. wahahah..)

Been on my foot quite alot these days..Hmm.. wil tat slim me down? I'm sooo fat now.. *wonder* Damn tired.. But at least todae's trip is fun. Kinda had the orientation tour feeling .. haha... saw the swimming pool in sch.. mayb gonna swim there one day.. hope wun kerna dua liaoz..

Back at work . . .

2004-12-08T01:45:00.000+08:00

yahoa.. back at hall oredi.. sianz man.. yest type out one whole chunk by the connection reali canot make it . .. -_-

Was talking abt my work.. haha.. finaly dun hav to work todae le though I feel kinda bad not taking over amel. Working wif them is nice la.. all the Js (except the one wif surname Heng ? haha) so is Wana. haha..

Ther'z tis stupid Ah Neh customer tat juz made me wana puke la.. skin is thick like hippo man... wana ask for my contacts ? PUI. wait for cat yr to come ba... ho ho .. . Oh yar.. I also carried tis cute lil gerl. hehez.. got a pic too. ANdy Lau is coming sia... lucky leonard.. haha

Aniwaez.. I spent alot of money .. on bo liaoz stuff.. shit man.. -_- haiz.. nvm .. gtg. . . tired..

Tired . . .

2004-12-02T22:47:00.000+08:00

yahoa~ juz went for a swim juz now wif lp.. had been postponing since few mths ago.. haha.. okie la.. quite fun and farnie.. hehez.. Yep.. I'm stil as bobo as ever forgetting to bring this and tat .. *guilty* hehez

Now kinda tired.. has been tired these days.. Not tat I've done or worked alot.. Prob walked too much.. haha.. went to Pasir Ris, ECP and so on.. and the children's dbl O haha.. not the real dbl O la.. haha.. Pinko chan's fav Ben & Jerry is there aniwae.. haha.

Wil blog again.. c ya guys...

*Got a belated prezie fr doggity. Thanx so much..*

My vacation. . .

2004-11-28T03:19:00.000+08:00

Woah.. tis is an overwhelming week. To be frank, it’s kinda tiring.. But I wud say it’s the kind of tiredness tat is enjoyable and fun at the same time.. *smile*. Here are some pics =) (though the resolution not so gd..) Planning for an outing for my cca pals.. hopefully got ppl go.. haha.. Yep.. I wil post more pics when I get them from the respective frenz.. haha.. Susu looks like a princess on her wedding! OMG.. haha.. wish her happiness~ Will hav a special entry on her big day! Haha..

Aniwae.. My huiying send me to the sheraton.. haha.. We finally patch and bury our hatchet liaoz..(now tat she realize how nasty she once was to me.. hehez) Abit not steady yet. But I guess everything wil be fine wif more practice..
HY.. legally driver

At the dinner.. Sat wif a few duckies and started toking non-stop sia.. and keep taking pics.. haha.. Kinda miss them.. heard some stories from them though.. which is saddening. *sigh* The company canot make it!!

Ade and Me

Hy and me..

Oakley visor

Haha.. took a pic wif my cap.. The visor I bought one wore onli once when I work at DUCK.. tsk.. The pink one gonna wear one day back to sch I tink. Hehez..

Adidas cap

Aww.. tis is awesome! Haha.. tis is how life shud be ma rite?? *grin* I’m sure many wil agree.. They’re reali yummy. Tis u gotta trust me. (in case u tink they dun look yummy) Juz went out to eat country manna todae. Me, Ry and Hy used to eat there tog too!! hope we can eat there together again one day.. haha.. Ate the ice cream the other day though...Yep, I’m using my hp cam. Resolution not good.. hmm.. den again, some pics (like JJ’s look gd) *smile* mayb we got fate ?? *unbelievable*

life is . .

life is . .(part 2)

okie dokie.. tatz all for todae.. I nid my beauty zzz.. haha..tmr is Sunday~ can zzz as long as I like coz... NO MOR tuition on sunday liaoz.. yes~! gdnitez.. wil blog again..

Ultra therapeutic. . .

2004-11-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Another day of shopping todae.. met up wif Chris and Joanie.. latter was kinda late. But kind Clhris waited wif me for some time.. hehez..Oh.. watched the 流星校园 and saw Miguel sia.. haha.. tat guy is handsome..can do breakdance sia.. and we went watching movie tog once! haha.. wif some other ppl of coz.. haha..

Haha.. todae is another of the i-lov-myself day. Indulge in retail therapy and spend abt $200 !! *guilty* I do not deny it ultra therapeutic.. but now, I am super broke..Sianz. After my spending yesterday, todae bot more stuff.. Kanebo's stuff costing me abt $90. Den the clothes for another $90. Food $14 And bcoz of tat, I cant get my pink goggles.. COZ I M BANKRUPT-ED haha. But the pink one is reali nice.. wat a pity...*sulk*

Kinda tired.. Hav been out for the past few days. Got more dates coming up. Now, I'm so broke.. reali feel sianz. haha..goin to the dinner place tomo for rehearsal and aft tat at nite got talk.

Wohoo~ I kinda love my life now...wil blog again. btw.. I saw Yoda todae.. hehez..

Equinox!

2004-11-24T01:19:00.000+08:00

Yahoa~ here's my day...

Had tuition todae.. kinda sianz.. haha..No choice but luckily got sth to look forward to... SHOPPING!!! yes~ finali goin to some not ulu place *grin*

Haha.. ate at coffee club.. yummy~ den ate YAMI haha.. den go shopping..tis is life.. see sooo many things I wana buy...hehez.. I bought another cap again, aft my netted one I bought the other day which I haven even wear..and lotsa cards.. and two tops =)

Watz the best is ..... *drum*

*stil drumming*

I WENT TO EQUINOX TODAE!!!!

OMG!! It's my dream place to visit lor.. haha.. and I got to realise my dream TODAE! *grin* Super nice place to go to lo.. I used to onli see the place from ground (esplanade area) But... but todae?? I gotta step on the 70th floor of Swissotel can~ ho ho .... anyone.. pls feel free to ask mi out there.. haha.. Yea.. I am a suar gu la... haha..so wad? From there, I can look at all the skyscraper etc.. Nite view is v nice and scenic.. (ok.. I noe my ang mo vocab is Ltd. You juz imagine la...)

Also had a discussion on my fAV big day.. haha.. itz kinda interesting I shud say.. =)

lalala... tis is life.. shopping, eating, shopping, crapping, laffing, eating, relaxing, feeling happy... life shud be like tis.. *contented* Going another round of shopping tomorrow.. Life's good (for now at least) and I hope I dun go bankrupt the moment or bfore I start next sem.. haha...

The BoBoness is back. . .

2004-11-21T19:30:00.000+08:00

Went town todae.. wah.. nv felt so gd abt goin town.. I tink itz been quite some time.. one mth ??(since I last went to town) haha.. though weather hasn't been too gd.. but feeling is good~

Spotted stars again! tsk.. but not those big shots la.. Alan theng, Michelle and Terence Yeo. Watch Everyone has a secret wif tat "young punk" haha.. crappy show lor.. makes no sense. Aft tat went to buy books for my tuition kid. So many duno wat to choose sia.. Den the funny scene came in..

me, *looking for chinese 小四词语手册* found one book wif the word 4 on the bk. Assuming itz P4 I flipped to the first chapter to read the 生词

１）牡丹　ｍｕ　ｄａｎ　（ｗｉｆ　ｔｈｅ　声调　ｓｙｍｂｏｌ　ｌａ）
２）随意而安　ｓｕｉ　ｙｉ　ｅｒ　ａｎ　

*stunned* Oh my god.. P4 learn such idioms ?? I asked my fren.. My fren looked shock and flipped to the cover.. "It's Sec4 special leh.. U kok eye isit? P4... P4 wher got learn such stuff one.. " hahah..... soooo farnie lor.. laf like mad... both of us... haha..

Will blog again. Looking forward to more shopping.. *grin*

Exams over! Yippie~

2004-11-21T01:40:00.000+08:00

WooHoo~ exams over!! not exactly very happy for wad.. coz I noe I wun do well. SIanz.. But at least, for the time being.. I can enjoy and stop looking at my notes and stop flipping those as gd as new books of mine (though itz reali new.. anione wana buy? haha) *sigh* I seriusly hope I do not hav to flip those those stuff again in the nezt sem. pls...

Yay~ feeling super duper ultra mighty relax now.. *grin* Got quite alot of plans though.. onli got one mth.. mayb if can go back to work.. if cant .. juz do wat jx do... GE in RnR. Not rock n roll hor... is Rest n Relac. haha.. But wil be SUPER BROKE aft shopping. Got sooo many stuff I wana buy though I haven seen them yet. tsk..

Went dinner wif okishi todae. Sooo farnie can. We were walking opp amk interchange den got one old man walking quietly behind mi. I tot wad.. so I juz scream out loud (nature instinct). And I reali mean SCREEAAMM.
lolx. I tink the old man got a shock man. Luckily for me, said man does not hav a weak heart (prob he is used to gerls screaming at him?? haha) If not, he die there and then, due to heart attack. ho ho ...

Sum1 say I getting more n more whiney liaoz .. Keep complaining.. haha.. not tat la.. juz tat I HATE TO STUDY. And I oredi got some stuff nv complain liaoz lor.. haha..

Yippie~ I am so happy... lalala... exam over... can go bac hostel onli when I feel like it.. yay!

Far from Desserts.. I'm stressed.

2004-11-18T03:09:00.000+08:00

I tink, I am too stressed.. and I nid a chnl to relieve my stress.. haha.. sianz.. tomo is exam I stil got sooo much to study... The more I read, the more I feel itz meaningless... Sianz... I cant wait for exam to be over!!!

Some super duper lame jokes I got :

Q : Have you tot abt why Singh (my so-called Baryee) are shopkeepers of many stores???

A : Coz when ppl go shop they are the buyers and therefore make the Singhs the buyee (baryee) .. hahaha (no.. I am not racist..)

Q : Wat is Mat (Malay/ ahmad) fav ang mo show??

A : Ally Matbeal...

No.. I am reali not tat racist..

Q : Do you noe why Adam and Eve cant be chinese/malay/indian?

A : Coz when saturn tried to ask the snake to get them to eat the forbidden fruit, the chinese would say "quick.. get it..Dun forget the snake.. snake oso can eat!"

A : Ah Huan wud hav told the other party "relac la.. tomoro oso can eat..."

A : Ah neh would have conned the snake into eating the apple instead..

haha... here's another one...

Ah Lian called Ah Beng over the telephone. Lian: " Beng, I can't get my new jig saw puzzle fixed, mah-chiam all the edges cannot fix together, leh." Beng: " Jig saw puzzle si mi picture, ha?" Lian: " The box show a big rooster, kanna like the one in talkingcock.com ". Beng: "Okay, lah, okay, lah. I come over to hepchu, lah." Ah Beng arrives at Ah Lian's place, where she happily leads him to the kitchen table where the jigsaw puzzle is. Ah Beng examines the puzzle and says, " Kan ni na, put back the corn flakes into the box, lah."

Here's one that works best when told aloud.

Ah Lian went to the Emporium to look for knee-high stockings and approached a salesgirl.Ah Lian: Loo ooh buay stocking kao knee boh? (Do you sell stockings reaching the knee?)Salesgirl: Kao nee? Kao yeo, ooh. Boh kao nee eh! (Up to the breasts ("nee")? Up to the waist, got. Don't have up to the breasts, one!)Ah Lian, realising her mistake, quickly corrected herself: Mm si tng nang eh 'nee'... si ang-mor eh 'knee'!(means: not Chinese 'nee'... English 'knee'! But actually sounds like: Not Chinese breasts... I mean Caucasian breasts!)

haha.. not funny?? ok ok.. for more jokes, pls go here : http://www.talkingcock.com

181181

2004-11-18T01:23:00.000+08:00

Tok to a few frenz of mine todae..

The one abt not learning from my lesson...

Yes.. Urs truly nv learn her lesson..Here's a typical example.. Rem the time I was saying abt my econs ? the one abt tikaming and getting 100% accuracy on my tikam.. It was ECONS. I din hav time (or rather, I was juz being myself.. plain lazy) to study.. therefore had to resort to tikam. Rem I said that I wil not be so lucky again? and tat I wil juz flop? Yar.. tis is the time.. Fri's my econs paper and I am left with the whole pile of macroecons.. SIanz. Tok to a senior of mine who happened to be same fac as me last time. "one look at all ur notes I noe u are the nv study one liaoz.. fill in the blanks are all blanks..." he said.. haha.. yea man. thanx arh.. tsk.. quite a nice n farnie guy I shud say...

The one abt bitching and being snappy..

Girls are girls.. We can nv live w/o gossiping, bitching (and of coz choco n stuff...etc) Catch up a little wif drama and she realise she has been once (or rather some timez) mean and snappy to me.. hehez.. and now, she realise tat it doesn't feel gd. Karma again... haah.. No.. dun get me wrong.. not tat I'm trying to gloat or wad. I mean, tis kinda stuff happens all the time (for guys .. not too sure though) You get sick of sth or encounters friction and ideas clashes.. So, it's natural to have sth to bitch or complaint and whine abt.. It happens ALL TIME TIME.

But... 忍一时风平浪静，退一步海阔天空。。。

I guess for frenz, therez no grudge or anithing ba.. Everyone makes mistake.. Juz bitch and whine abt it and forget it.. And live happily ever after.. (haha.. wat m i toking abt??) tsk..

The one abt boys and gerls...

Also tok wif あいつ. . Abt some stuff I seen tis morning at my block and so on..Studies.. etc..

Been tinking abt some things recently.. Haiz. Sianz.. yea.. And I tink I am back to my ignore-u-style again.. Anti-social. Bad sign... k tatz all for todae.. gonna study le. Pls pray for me.. Where is my angel ???

*誕生日おめでとうおきし*

The one abt Karma . . .

2004-11-16T19:39:00.000+08:00

okie.. let me announce... I TINK I screwed my IT.. yes.. sianz. I had like 2.5 hrs to complete and I've got nth to write so I spent more than 1 hr stoning and looking arnd. I hate it when tis happens and everyone else in the world is bz writing stuff.. looking at clock to see if they can fin on time. *sigh*

Tried to buy sth to cheer myself up. But in tis sch ?? No.. nth is gd..bought a mag and ice cream. I was too naive to tink I can make do wif the peppermint and mango flavours here. I shud have know myself betta... I'm feeling quite perturb now.. I dun understand why muz ppl interfer wif my life. It is MY LIFE and urs truly have a say rite? I hate it most when ppl try to interfer and get utterly disgusted if they try to act angel.

A fren of mine call.. hmm... X.

I tink X is obssessed wif mi ? haha.. no! shallnt put it tis way. Duno watz the prob wif X tat everyting I do.. has to ask. Let me remind you I am no criminal and dun u ever dare interrogate mi.. (or perhaps shud I say showing concern?) I do not tink there is a need for me to report every single thing tat happens or every single frown I show on my face. This is shit. When I say nth.. and repeatedly say nth.. I Mean Nothing! You shud juz have enuf of EQ to juz shuddup and stop asking.

Den there comes Y. Who started asking me abt my exams.. okie.. a fren showing concern.. But do noe wher to draw the line. I dun tink I nid to report to you again on who I am goin out wif etc. Y may hav the brain to study (or mayb not I'm not too sure) but Y has nth else besides there..
Look at our conversation below :

Y : howz exam .. blah blah...
Me : (as usual) screwed la.. sianz..
Y : wana go out on sat ?
Me : no. got sth on.
Y : goin out wif who ? - the interogating session begins -
Me : friend
Y : boy or gerl ?
Me : *pissed* isit your biz ?
Y : . . . . . (yes .. u shud juz shuddup)
Me: *too kind hearted* boy la
Y : oh.. u like him arh?
Me : no la (-_-)
Y : oh.. den muz be he like u lor

Wat rubbish is tis ? Boy + Gerl go out = boy likes gerl / gerl likes boy ??
Crazy lor. Crapz. If so, can I work backwards like maths and conclude :

I like JJ = JJ + Me go out ? (den y isnt JJ and Me goin out ???)

No logic rite?? I juz dun understand why cant pple tink first befor they made stupid comments.(on 2nd tots, I do make stupid remarks too.. so.. haa.. shallnt go further)Aniwae.. I got super pissed off and therefore decided to end the conversation. Full stop.

The last one Z is the ultimate. CHAMPION. Wins hands down. Wher u go? Who u go wif ? Wat time coming back ? Stil not studying? Not scare da bao arh? I seriuosly had enuf of these.. Are you my parent ? tat I have to report to you every single step I make ? Juz live your own life and let me live mine peacefully too. Argh.. -_-

The above mentioned muz be karma ...According to my findings...

Karma : The total effect of a person's actions and conduct during the successive phases of the person's existence, regarded as determining the person's destiny.

Did I do so much evil deeds in my previous life to have to go tru all these??? SIaNz.. I betta do more gd deed tis life.. so tat I wud lead a betta life in my next phase of existence...

The Champion. . .

2004-11-15T23:27:00.000+08:00

okie..taking a break fr IT. recently.. therez tis tv drama.. called ren wo au you aka the champion.. here are the pics I have.. very few indeed.. wil get more when free. For the sake of those who din watch, itz abt tis grp of swimmer their life etc la.

And one thing I am sooo proud of.. I saw the few main cast! haha.. Toro.. Yan Xing Shu and Xiao Qiao while shopping one day. But sianz.. din had my multi-purpose V200 wif mi.. therefore.. din take pic..haiz.. wasted sia..

Here are the pics..

okie.. pls.. let me utilize abit of my talent k...

All : sianz.. y are we doin tis...

Fiona : if i stare hard enuf.. wil tat help u more ???

Xiao Qian , Yu Wu : pls... let her pass.. let her pass..

the long hair gerl (duno her name.. haha) : er.. wad prayer to say again?

Xing Shu : Stil muz wait how long? I wana pray for her lo...(sianz)

Me : *surprise* wah!! thank you arh.. hahah..

tolong... let her pass...

I saw him!! haha.. sianz.. din take pic..nvm la.. make do wif tis!

Him : relac k. dun worrie.. see~ i siting on the 8. lucky no. leh!!

Me : wah! how u noe my reg no. is 850??

Him : of coz la.. toro told mi ma... u nv see him in the pic rite?? He arh.. purposeli sneak out lor to go da ting (check out) ur index arh.. gd hor?

Me : *shocked* soooo swit .. hehez...

Him : dun worrie k. examiner fail u , I use basketball bask him. *evil smile*

U 850 rite? can la.. got 8 can liaoz

Her : hey hey!! dun forget me leh.. I oso saw u tat day lo.. I was wif toro and xing shu rem ? toro on my left.. xing shu on my right..

Me : yea.. rem.. haha..

She : but now ?! SEE ?! where are they ??? all left me lor.. all go support u lor.. no fear la.. k.. all the best arh..

see~! wher are they??

shit.. I am dreaming again... *slap* okok.. I beta go back to decent stuff..
IT...IT....IT...IT....

-pic from some energy n media corp webby-

Nuthing but study...

2004-11-15T13:39:00.000+08:00

Haiz.. I'm back hall again peep.. so sianz *frown* Sianzness max.
Tomo is my IT paper.. sianz.

Q : wat is IT ?

A : IT is software n hardware packaged to capture, store, process and o/p digital content!

Q : Name 3 common network

A : local area network (LAN) - interconnect location within bldg/ a set of bldg in close proximity
metropolitan area netwk (MAN) - covers area within a city
wide area netwk (WAN) - covers size of a city/state

congratulation~! u have ans all the qn correctly so far...

yes.. shit. tatz bcoz i refered to the book for every single qn.-_- sianz. I tink I betta go mug bfore I started to blog and whine abt how screwed IT paper is tomo..sianz.. *exit*

I am Aeris...

2004-11-11T23:13:00.000+08:00

Your Aeris! You are a very caring and mysteries
girl. You always worry about your loved ones.
At first glance people might think that your a
happy girl with no worries but deep down inside
you are a confused individual. Believe in
yourself more, then you will conquer all.

Done wif mktg!

2004-11-09T18:42:00.000+08:00

Had my mktg paper today. Kinda diff and din hav time to complete again. It was a merely classic copy and paste ans on my part. Sianz. So much for the differentiated egs I asked for -_- tsk.. Juz hope I can pass ba..

Tsk.. Do you believe in chemistry ? I din quite get chem when I studied it back in sec sch. The acid + alkali --> water ? All the chem termilogy.. wat..H2SO4.. those alpha numerical words.. Now.. yours truly together with another fren of mine...proudly came out with this unbeatable formula.. hehez..

DPL + DSL-->DGL

encrypt as : dog-poo-luck + dog-shit-luck --> double gd luck

yes.. and it is being scientifically tested and proven... haha.. statistic has shown that everytime said reaction took place, there's positive results =)but pls.. beware.. said formula onli work for the exclusive ppl.. haha. If adverse results occur..u shud seek a vet. haha

Okie.. now to Gywn.. kinda dissappointed. Haiz..I oredi did my best.. wat
else can I do? *sigh*

And was talking to one fren of mine juz a couple of day ago. And yes.. Guys are classic animals. They turned ugly when they noe they cant get you. *rolled eyes* Tested and proven. If you are guilty of such acts(u noe who u are) u have the following options :

a) you ought to die
b) become a monk so tat therz no chance for you to turn ugly. er mi tou fo..

Sumtimes I simply duno watz wif these guys(not tat I care) I tink they're juz shallow minded indiv who cares abt ego more than ani other thing. Haa.. Classic egs I hav seen/heard :

1. trying to get close/ noe sum hot chicks and upon failure.. turns bitter
coming up wif "itz my luck not to hav made frenz.. blah blah..." haha..
it's idiotic lor.. typical..

2. aft break-up, pattern more than badminton. (u nv xpect him to be so
"talented" sia) pulling all sorta stunt -_- dun they hav the slightest idea
how nincompoopish they are?

Aniwaez.. I shall make sweeping commentz. not all la ya.. There those precious few near extinction kind too. (like JJ ? tsk..)

Hm.. enuf for todae..shall blog abt a fren's interesting experience over the wkend the nezt time rnd. =)

okishi saves the day...

2004-11-08T20:28:00.001+08:00

Juz reached the cage.. sianz.. rabbity bac in cage. Had an intensive crash course which I tink itz reali helpful and I HOPE itz gonna be helpful for tomo paper. Thankie okishi... who nv fail to help mi when it comes to his
pro.. haha. I sometimez cant help tinking mayb we reali g ot the psychic power sia.. due to osmosis?? tsk.. Duno. Aniwae.. reali grateful. ありがとうねおきし。=) Reali felt shag aft my studies these two days... Have you ever study til u had backaches?? and tiredness tat u cant move? and worse of all ur body and brain cant coordinate well and u act and figit restlessly..?

Haa.. Deepavali is coming~ wohoo~ not tat I like to celebrate the ah nehs new yr.. but.. hehe.. looking fwd to tat day...Heard fr okishi tat therz the citibank amazing race again... hehez.. I tink itz sth meaningful.. fun.. and most impt unforgettable..

Haiz.. cant wait for the 19th to come man... I wana get outta tis cage! plenty of stuff awaits me.. show..retail therapy..more retail therapy.. and those appointmts...

Actuali got more stuff to blog.. abt アンゲゥ , Gwyn.. and あいつ.. tomo got paper.. more stuff to blog also.. haiz... sianz....
back to studying le....

Screwed.

2004-11-04T17:33:00.000+08:00

Yes.. I screwed up my biz. Sianzness max. I left out half of wat is required. How to pass u tel mi ? *sigh* Even msn is screwed. God oso wan me to shut it down sia.. tsk..

Ksy dabao-ed 3 mod in a sem.. wil I be the next one ? *speculating* The truth is out and the pic is getting clearer. Those who TINK yours truly is goddamn zai in my econs.. truth wil be out soon. Pls.. when I say taiko means taiko. -_- Hate it when ppl apparently almost gobbled out their whole bk and yet had the cheek to claim the hadnt studied. Anwiaez.. stil gotta study for like 2 more wks.. Met Amit todae.. haha.. ask for tips but of coz.. duh~

Even msn is down. Sianz. A sign for me to study ? tsk...Aniwaez.. had a nice conversation tis morning wif a fren.

me : sianz.. so scare..
fren: scare now oso no use wat...
fren: u got donate money recently ? if hav mayb guan yin ma wil bless u..
me: haha.. dun have lor! except coupon.. shit.
fren:haha
me:aye!! got watch xiao hai bu ben or homerun?
fren: got.. GUAN YIN MA . com
fren: u shud go lor since now u canot pray.
me: okok i try~
fren: u shud bring one small guan yin ma to ur room.
me: OMG.
me: Reali got the site lor!! go to www.guanyinma.com
fren: haha.. muz be set up aft the show. Singapore confirm~ hahah
me: hahah

things like tis made mi laf. and it helps to relieve stress. haha.. but now.. I am super sianz. yar.. SIANZ. -_-

Pre-exam syndromes. . .

2004-11-03T11:31:00.000+08:00

Sianz.. studying is prob one of the top 10 in my hate list.. Yest mug like hell for 3 pathetic chp of my biz law. Set a target tat I wil not return unless I finish reading all the things in my book. guess wad ? I partially return arnd 9pm and fully return by 3am and I HAVE YET TO FINISH my notes and tut let alone the papers. HAiz.. we are not lawyers wad.. study for wad?? *shake head* If we are gonna be biz man/woman.. juz employ a lawyer to do tat for us la.. why muz study all these?? sianz... 人为什么要读书？- a qn I wil nv fail to ask and b4 long I get to c the sianz face of my frenz. haa.

燈不能熄滅熬過今夜就能從書中逃回到這個世界
我我不明白這個年代怎麼還能說讀好書就會發財好呆
愛我的爸疼我的媽說了那麼多你們明白嗎
不是要反抗只是要你看我不滿的地方
讀讀讀讀讀到書都想吐好想哭怕怕怕怕怕老是背書好白癡
你你你你你只會說你要第一我就快要發羊癲瘋
不是每個人都會讀書會讀書不厲害讀書也不一定就會輸
不是想要說我會讀書不在乎我只想要你能清楚
(Haha.. JJ understands me most ..)

Den the qn of "wat are we living for.." pop out again...Wonder if you hav ever ponder upon these qn. Wat is the real meaning of life..are we reali happy wif wat we r doin now?.. why are we doing wat we are doing now..*sigh* sianz...

tomo is biz law exam le.. everyone out there.. pls.. pray for me.. wil my angel come ? haiz.. tis one I seriousli duno. Had a kinda weird feeling. Queen is not here to take care of me like she used to.. making breakfast and stuff.. reminding tis n tat ...Sianz..sum1 once told me the story of angel and who my real angel is.. If my real angel is not wif me.. does it means tat I'll hav no angel ?

hmm..but for now at least, pls.. allow me to dream abit..

me: haiz.. hate to study! (the classic) "y muz human study?" tsk...
JJ : gd qn! blah blah.... thus my song 会读书..I wrote tat esp
for you.. *jj-style smile*
me: (omg.. he smiled at me..) *faint* hahaha.
JJ : がんばってね..君のために僕がいる..だから..あきらめないで。
　　　あなたわきっとできるよ。
me: *wide-eyed* shhooo swweeet.　幸せだね..（笑顔）

*slap myself* (brot myself back to reality) okok.. I noe.. I am disgustingly dreamy. Yea.. I believe I am a born dreamer..Reality bites.. nonetheless.. I hav tis wif me... hahahha... *satisfied smile*

Study Hard!!!

-back to my biz law. wil blog again. sianz -

I nid retail therapy!

2004-11-01T10:08:00.000+08:00

I was dreaming abt it . . . *sigh* Aniwae.. I cant wait for exams to be over.. I wana go shopping man!!! so many tt I wana do.. But rite now ... I beta study! Thurs is my paper.. 2 more days to study .. Sianzness max.

(Time : 1432 )

Juz back from shower. Finally there's hot water. Duno wat is seriusly wrong wif the sch sometimez. We paid for utility and yet we don get to use it. Value positioning : more for less ??? haha.. (crapz) It juz irritates me when the weather is cold and I hav to bathe in cold water.. And there is forever no SUN! (he yao shan can disappear but not sun pls..)Sianz... my clothes.. *sigh*

Y m I bac in hostel ? coz my lappy is here? and my bks n stuff is heavy to be carried arnd? -_- and most imptly COZ I PAID FOR IT ok?!! therefore I m the rightful owner. and so... obviously I hav the rights to be bac here though I'll be much beta off staying at home and being a princess... Everytime, nth comes out of their mouth except tis : "wow.. u r at ur hostel? " or "eh ? u nv go home arh ? still arnd?" or "hey.. y are u stil here?" EVERYTIMe.. the same thing.. fr the same person.. fr the same mouth. *rolled eyes* Pls hor.. for goodness sake.. ur sake as well as mine.. I m reali sick of hearing tat.. Donch u guys get sick of sayin the same-o-tingz ? Aiya.. but of coz I din snap bac at them la..why bother...Sianz..

The one abt frenship . . .

2004-10-31T22:16:00.000+08:00

Was toking to ry some time ago abt frenship and stuff.. haha.. true.. itz reali diff to make frenship last lor.. and some fren.. duno can consider frenz anot.. but I am reali glad tat we are stil v v v gd frenz.. haha..she is reali sum1 who wil stand by u when u happy or sad.. haha.. my all-time gossip partner sia.. and she reali tok sense.. not like mi .. haha..

It has alwaez been a pleasure to tok abt the past stuff.. haa.. and we can go on and on and on .. non stop action man! tsk.. prob coz we din reali meet up much during JC life.. haha.. itz kinda like totali out of contact.. but to mi.. I tink tat as long as got the heart caN liaoz lo.. As long as both stil feel and treat each other as frenz in our heart.. the frenship stil can goes on.. even w/o seeing each other..at least tat is how I feel.. Hmm.. juz like couple ba.. even w/o seeing each other.. they can stil be deeply in love I guess (duno... haha) And toking abt tat.. itz been a long time since I last meet up wif my 一番友達. Though a period of time wasnt too happy wif her.. but stil .. we are ichiban tomo. haha.. hopefully she's coping well..

Regarding the issue of educated v the not-so-educated (was toking to a fren abt it ) One feel tat the not-so-educated pple practise more taeguki ? (i beg to differ though) Saying tat educated bunch are juz selfish spider who dun stick to u tru thicks n thins..Who dua you when u in trouble.. who juz fren u juz bcoz they can get sth out fr u. WHile the other felt tat it was juz a matter of priority.. Juz like if you treasure sth more.. u tend to take care of it more isint it? And tat.. there ARE reali frenz out there who reali cares and wil not hesitate to lend u a helping hand.. Haa.. but it ended up quite hot.. not me.. haha...

Was on msn juz now .. toking to okishi regarding my ignoring attitude... haha.. yea.. thanx for being understanding. I m thankful for those frenz (you noe who u are.. those who are alwaez there) Though I may not seem to care or din say out .. but deep inside mi.. I reali appreciate all the things done for mi.. yepz.. JUz tat I dun like to say it out mayb.. haa.. mayb one day I gd mood den wil say lo. haha..so.. in conclusion :
to all my frenz out there.. who care for mi.. THANKS!! and contd to do tat.. haha. may our frenship last forever...(oh yar. I said tis not coz today l gd mood pls... )

Naivete

2004-10-29T03:36:00.000+08:00

You represent... naivete.
So innocent and trusting... you can be very shy at
times, but it's only because you're not sure
how to act. You give off that "I need to
be protected vibe." Remember that not all
people are good. Being too trusting will get
you easily hurt.

What feeling do you represent?
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存在。。。

2004-10-26T03:39:00.000+08:00

Sometime ago last yr.. I was listening to this song. Nice song, rather meaningful I feel. haa.. Now.. I m listening to it again.. Been listening it over and over again. tomo therz IT. Angel pls bless mi.

你說著我聽著像海浪打著沙灘燒著
你的憂傷大於快樂連彩虹都只剩下一種顏色
我聽著你說著像刀子劃的隱隱痛著
就因為愛沒有規則所以心痛了死了回不去了
但是我存在著我一直存在著
和你一起的照片仍在我的手機上貼著
愛會永遠永遠你說的離開我的時候卻沒捨不得
我真的存在著我一直存在著
不管是瘋的氣的我受著我緊緊手握著
傻傻的陪著守著證明你值得
但我會笑著因為一切都值得

My wings. . .

2004-10-24T23:17:00.000+08:00

You have Pink Wings! And, the name says it all.
Pink is a color which represents girly, young,
stubborn images, and you are a reflection of
it. Though many see you as spoiled and bratty,
you know its only because you know what you
want and how to get it. With adding on being
very stubborn, you are also very determined,
and you ALWAYS get what you want. People are
fooled by your girly exterior-you can prove
them wrong. Even though you seem young at
heart, you realize the world may not always
fair, and keep your distance with some.

What Color are your wings?(Mainly for Girls)Beautiful Pix!
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The one abt tikaming. . .

2004-10-20T16:23:00.000+08:00

Wow~.. there is sth I muz reali write down.. if not will dui bu qi myself man..this morning I had econs quiz. Yest studies til very late.. erm.. mayb not quite.. my usual hostel zzz time .. 3am! and as usual.. din fin! sianz diao....

Super tired this morning when I wake up. got the dun-feel-like-waking feeling. haha. Tok to ry the min I wake. haha.. saying I wana get 70. But wif my step-on-dog-poo luck hard. And reali come true sia.. got like 100?
haha.. was kinda stun lo. buden the qns werent too diff. Most can do.. accept a few tikam-ed correctli ha.. econs.. all abt tikaming.. haha.. kidding la..I not so zhuai.But seriousli.. I noe myself it's not gonna help my end yr la.. Essay how to tikam?! buden .. it feels gd.. tat u din study much yet can score... reali...Aiya.. itz a matter of luck and effort I guess..

Aft tat went to eat. Yummy~ Ikea's food is nice lo.. hehez.. Almost went hagen daz. If going.. I sureli buy the fondue tat lc is so in love wif.. haha..Nezt time ba I guess...ho ho .. goin tuition soon.. sianzz... argh... blog again..

Recently. . .

2004-10-19T17:55:00.000+08:00

yahoa.. duno wat I hav been doin tat makes me so tired... now.. I can even dozed off on my chair. And .. my posture is the classic "I am reading" kind.. haha.. (onli tat my eyes are close and my page is not moving) Sianz

Exam is coming lo.. everyone is mugging like hell.. I cant help but keep repeating JJ's hui du shu. haha.. It happens all the time.. esp when exam is near. So sianz..

Aniwaez.. my IT is totali screwed up. I tink the four of us are kok-eyed. The ans is juz rite in front of us .. yet nobody realised it. And tat bu zhang jing person.. noez the ans.. but din tel us sia...Nvmz...

Btw.. I love to play wif lightsticks. haa.. or rather.. use a lightstick. It's interesting lo. If you look at it close enuf, u can see bubbles inside. Haa.. juz like to c the bubbles going up to the top from the bottom. Somehow.. find it interesting. Duno wher the bubbles come from.. Hmm.. mayb the first quarter of the stick? Duno...

--angel will bless u --

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2004-10-14T15:56:00.000+08:00

I guess.. for now.. I shud reali focus on study.
2 more wks to exam. sianz. JJ.. motivate mi pls!
haiz... oh yar.. i got tis pet cat. fr my hp... letz c how long it can last..

look wat u've done...

2004-10-14T01:34:00.000+08:00

tinking abt it. i duno if itz rite. i tink i'm an idiot. watz done cant b undone. no more wordz...

Passed another day...

2004-10-12T01:41:00.000+08:00

hmm.. nth much to blog todae. Juz hope tt everyone is ok ba... the day is nearing.. wat am I tinking ? haiz... sometimez wish I wun tink tat way.. duno wat. Had diff goin to the site. Duno y. Hmm.. may angel be wif u ...

A smile that brightens my day. . .

2004-10-10T17:38:00.000+08:00

JJ smiling @ oHiMe =)

Yahoa~ I'm ultra hyper now.. *grin* Yes! I'm juz back from JJ Lin Jun Jie's Autograph session @ Cineleisure.. Hoho.. So afraid I might forget the feelings so I nid to write everyting now.. Yes.. look at the pic on top?! He smiled at me lor.. when I wana take his pic..

Tsk.. ok.. since oHiMe is such an IT idiot.. I'll juz post pic one by one.. If anyone noez how to post a few pic on one entry.. kindly tel me k? *smile* I tot everything wil turn out badly as I woke up much later than wat I wanted. I reached there stil quite earli wher the queue wasnt tat long. stil kinda long though.. Seriously.. I tink it's one of my most image spoiling, face throwing, unglam day todae. Haa.. Can u believe it? I actuali sat on the floor and wait ? I dun do that lor.. But for him.. hehez.. 2nd time oredi.. haha. My legs were all numb! argh..

Later on.. my reached. Finali...haha. went to buy his CD. Semb out of stock sia.. Lucky I stil quite smart.. go HMV haa..(ya.. In case u duno.. I'm best at such bo liaoz act) I bought one of the last man.. Hengz. Aniwaez.. therez tis kind soul.. who offer me the tix to go into the enclosed.. haha.. (btw.. wana thank those ppl who has been trying to call 933 for me.. reali appreciate tat kindness n totfulness.. for those who din even tel mi a thing abt it.. its a SHAME! haha.. joking la.. no offence ya..)
I'm on cloud9 since 1400. Haa..Since those HD juniors .. itz a pity tOkiya isnt there.. Ok.. sth JJ did reali melted me.. He was singing .. den he look at me (reali~ i din bluff! and den waved back to me) aw... I tot I was goin to faint.. haha.. Its a pity I din get his poster though.. Anyone wana gimme ?? haha.. He's sooo cute n most importantly ~ talented! (I'm no shallow bimbo k..)

JJ's autograph

2004-10-10T16:35:00.000+08:00

ya.. continuing my blog here.. haa.. ok.. he's live performanace is ever so power lor.. not like some ppl.. dun sing live/zhao xiar one..tsk.. he sang a few songs.. my fav :dong jie. Also others like di er tian tang , dou jiang yu tiao, happy bday + merry xmas (haha), and some other songs.. sianz diao.. cant rem.. stupid HD ppl.. confused mi sia... but some real gd at imitation.

Haiz.. u muz reali admit.. JJ though not tat handsome, is simply too cute to be true.. Dimpled.And ultra-talented sia..haa..He got nice hair todae.. tsk.. Since I'm in the enclosed.. I gotta go up quite fast..

I was super duper excited.. Here's the multi-million autograph.. haha
ready ??

3......... (dun cheat by scrolling down)

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TADA~

JJ's Autograph

Nice hor? tsk.. so happy lo when I got it. And seriously.. I tink I m reali gd at doin bo liaoz stuff.. I tink I managed to catch his attention by saying sth.. which I wun disclosed.. (If u are tinking JJ I LOVE U.. SORRIE! wrong guess) haha.. thanx to my..... hehez.. when he heard tat .. he looked at me stunned lo and nodded and smile..aww.. i tink i can juz die there and den.. haha. den he took another look at me.. *almost fainted* tonite goin to try it out... ha.. I hope he wil reali do tat lo...!!!

aft tat few seconds I juz cant help feeling as if I'm floating on air..*smile* I'm not being kua zhang ok.. Recently kinda sianz.. and he reali let mi forget abt everyting.. feeling gd~ den met zx on my way back.. haa.. okie.. i tink tatz all.. wil update again~ wohoo~ oh yar.. my hp is my most valuable asset now. SO gd lor.. the camera phone.. best! Din regret buying.. those pic is fr my hp.. haa.. if one day i lost it or spoil.. I wil be super sad lor.. CHOI! k la.. muz go prepare le.. goin sch soon... hehez...

Another Nincompoo . . .

2004-10-10T03:45:00.000+08:00

yahoa.. yar.. recently kinda sianz... argh.. seriously, I SIMPLY HATE IT!
duno why all the shit happens to me.. down on luck I guess.. haiz.. but like wat ry says.. everyone got their own prob ba.. guess tat the onli consolation is I stil hav ppl to complaint stuff.. To all those ppl whom seen my foul mood and heard umpteen of my complaints..i thanx ya. Pls dun get pissed or sianzed though I noe hearing alone and not able to contribute can be kinda sianz..

some creatures are simply irritating. Being problematic themselves is ok.. like me.. but I dun c the nid to go arnd pissing ppl off. If u tink u hav got lotsa prob.. juz speak ur mind n go ahead complaint! I reali hate those whom assumes I noe u are problematic and I hav to entertain you.
I juz got scolded "damn...." for not replying someone one msn ? How dumb can one get? Nincompoo..Having a bad day doesnt giv u the right to do shit stuff to your frenz. AND may I remind you .. I m having bad days too! Super pissed . . .

I cant believe it~ one can actuali be so bo liaoz and petty to put tis as nick .. ".....damn it. do u noe how it feels when u msg a person n she dun reply? makes me wait like a bloody fool..." If you wan.. juz scold mi right in the face.. why bother to go tru such chnl? (and may I remind u guys.. dun try to pull tis stunt if u are not a close fren of mine. I wil fan lian wif u! at no mercy!) I dun understand watz e prob? I mean.. I m not so free as to stay in front of my com waiting to reply msn lor.. Spare me~ Aniwae.. the nick was altered.. the nezt day.. and e person apologized sayin how bad a day it was at tat time.. "...feeling much beter todae ..." wat the ? and had the cheek to msg mi again.. pretending nth was wrong.. ya ya.. dear oHiMe has bcome a chnl for u to vent anger ??? *rolled eyes*

To add on ... I tink.. it's my right to remain silence or watever when I dun feel like talking or responding. Yes.. I wun stop u from questioning me, but pls.. I dun tink I am obliged to tel anione abt anithing.. except mayb to ans to my parents?? sometimez I dun even do tat. And if you wana get angry over me not answering or responding to ur msn or watever.. by all means. I wun stop you.

And yes! I hate ppl who dun trust me, refuse to believe wat I say. If you dun believe me .. den dun ask me anithing! *rolled eyes* Yours ruly here.. is not a HIPPO! I dun have thick skin.. so .. pls~ for goodness sake even if I did sth blur.. I dun c a nid to announce to the whole world. Stop SPOILING MY IMAGE!! (which i oredi left wif not much. tsk..)

haiz.. guess tatz all happening arnd. aniwaez.. I had those weird dreamz again.. couldnt zzz well. Sianz diao. Kinda lost contact wif drama. shud reali find a day to go out ... Ry i juz cant wait for u to come back!!! meanwhile wil mail more stuff to you when free.. Msn is reali wonderful.. can u imagine therz not msn ? haa.. canot imagine rite? tsk...

just visited NS and saw Hurray. haa.. but din c anione there.. Okishi.. take mi on ur tour one day ya..time for me to unwind.. and destress!!! totali shag now... been zzz arnd 4 am everyday since sun. wat am I doin??? argh.. sianz. tis wk wil be even bzier i guess.. 20 odd days more to exam.. can I make it??? I duno.. I din even read 1% of my text. crapz.. Sianz.. spoil mood.. hopefully tomo gets beter ba... JJ! c ya tomo~

Hmm..

2004-10-07T02:48:00.000+08:00

hmm.. feel like blogging .. but duno wat to write.. how to describe.. haiz.. sianz ..yep.. guess everyone has their own prob ba...Ya.. and I reali feel having frenz is a good thing... esp those tat stick to u tru thicks n thin.
tatz it la.. duno how to write le.

Zhang Feng Qi's Autograph...

2004-10-06T15:26:00.000+08:00

yahoa.. finali got to post pic liaoz. . . juz learnt how to do it. waiting to post more .. hmm.. juz learnt abt html and stuff at IT so mayb can revise abit den change my blog.. tsk .

i cant wait to c JJ on sun.. changed my tuition specially for him lor... who else on earth get such priviledge?? tsk.. yay~ JJ... JJ .. JJ ...

Zhang Feng Qi's autograph . .. =)

wat are we living for . . .

2004-10-05T02:27:00.000+08:00

tis is wat he said... but.. more than a yr ago...(an abstract)

"this is a time when the world comes to a realisation, and point to stop and reflect, to think about life... the frailty of life...or simply, how easy life can just come and go...yes, its like that, the human life is fragile.. it has always been... sometimes we don't realise it...sometimes we dont think about it... other times we just dont bother.
life is so uncertain. everything that we possess, everything that we hope to gain in life- the degrees, diplomas, the 5 room condominiums, the 5 figure income... big things... to the smaller things like the dress you've been eyeing for the past month, the new fender guitar you've been saving up for... or maybe u just want to grow up, get a job, get married and settle down... sounds safe, you're not doing anything wrong.... so it should all go smooth...
imagine all this gone in an instant. with a snap of a finger...im not trying to be a pessimist, nor am i cursing anyone here...but this is real. the real world. try asking yourself this question seriously for once, and think hard about it...
"What are we living for?"

hmm.. what are we living for ? I have no idea . . . reali no idea... I'm tired.. nid zzz. . . . .

look wat you've done . . .

2004-10-05T01:19:00.000+08:00

hmm.. yar.. guess some of u hav been kinda curious wat happened. some of u had guessed .. to those whom I ignored and those whom I constantly tok to .. sorrie and thanx.. I tink it's reali horrible. Those who called mi.. sorrie . . mayb I juz dun feel like toking ba... those who duno anithing.. I'll not tel u anithing so pls dun ask ba..

it has been quite a sianz and tiring wk for me. I juz cant cope . Exams is coming and everyone is like so piah. Tis is oredi uni nid to lidat??? argh.. Therz alwaez things I dun understand ba.. .

hadnt been able to write tat letter to ritz. and I guess I dun wana write oredi ba.. doesnt reali matter oredi. She's attached oredi. and yes.. hav been doin those stuff again . . *sigh* tat is so sweet. . .

I guessed I had nv learnt my lesson.. I shud hav listen .. listen to ry.. haiz..